Wooyoung’s POV

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This is the first CF 2PM is doing

It took more time than we expected but we finally finished it

I take a look at my phone

There are more than 32 missing calls from her

I look at the clock

Oh..I'm late for our date

What should I do?!

I try to call her back

She doesn't answer

Where is she?

Don't tell me she is still waiting for me at the restaurant?

I decided to take a look there

As I enter the restaurant I see her sleeping on the table

Ahjuma comes to me

Ahjuma:Aigo...why did you took so long to come?!

Ahjuma:She waited all time

Ahjuma:After she waited for around 2 hours she couldn't stand anymore and she fall apart here

Ahjuma:She began to cry until she fell asleep

Ahjuma:She always do this when you don't come but I never said anything to you since she asks me to keep it a secret so you won't worry but...I can’t take it anymore. I feel like if I don’t tell you things won’t change and seriously  I'm tired to see she crying like this

Ahjuma: You should do something....you can’t let things like this, especially since she is leaving tomorrow.

Oh...that's right..she is leaving tomorrow

Was I doing to the girl I love?

WY:I'm sorry ahjuma! I'll take care of her

Ahjuma:I hope so!

I go to her direction and carefully wake her up

She looks at me surprised

When did you arrived?!

Just now...let me walk you home, it's already late

She nods her head

While I walk her home both of us keep in silence

I want to break the silence but the fact that ahjuma told me that I always make her cry keeps circulating on my head

Not only it, so many things are in my head now that I'm unable to speak

We finally arrive in her house and she break the silence to say good bye

She is about to enter her house when I grab her hand

WY:I'm sorry....really sorry

She  smiles

Sora:Hum...I know

She tries to leave again when I say

WY:I love you

She sweetly smiles

Sora: I know

WY:I still want to hold you tight by my side

I squeeze her hand

WY:So....Tell me what I have to do to make you feel better

WY: Tell me what can I do to make this work, to make you happy

WY: Tell me what I have to do to fix things.....

I hesitate

WY:If...if you say the only way is to let you go....

WY:Then...ask me to let you go and...I....I...I...I will

WY: If it's too hard, if there is no  other way...just say it and I....'ll let

WY:Please...say what I have to do before you are too hurt

WY: Before you won't be able to forgive me

WY:Before you hate me

She begins to cry

Tears won't stop

Sora: I'm sorry...I'm really sorry....

Sora:I...I love you

Sora:I really love you

Sora: But there is a part of you that is focused on your dream

Sora:And this part... I can't have it, I can't reach it,I can't win against it, I always lose to it.

Sora: It seems like I can't do anything about it...it looks like this is something that won't change

Sora: I always thought that If...I could be by your side, even for some minutes, if I could listen to your voice, if I could see you...if you were happy..I thought it would be ok.... I could forget about everything...I could forgive you but it seems like it is not it

Sora:I'm sorry....I thought it was enough to be in second place in your life for now but it is not. I don't wanna just a part of your heart, I want it all

Sora: The truth is I always wanted all of your heart but I thought that with time I could grow into your heart more and more but now...we don't have time do we?.

Sora: Tomorrow I'm going to leave....I'm going to Canada...then....what will we do in the future?

Sora: What..what will I do when the ocean separate  us?

Sora:  Even now, while we are in the same country I feel the distance between us growing and day by day that’s why  the fact that I will lose more and more of what we have as soon as I depart don’t get out of my head.

Sora: That's why...now that I'm going to live aboard...it seems impossible

Sora: I thought about it a lot...I didn't want to face it but

Sora: Only love is not enough. To love grow more and more beautifully we need to be in the right place and in the right time as well but we...

Sora: We are in different times of our lives....while you are fulfilling your dream, I'm running after it...and place....we won't even be in the same place...

Sora: Not only different times but it looks like there is no more time for us since I'm leaving...neh....that's right...since I'm leaving it looks like there is no place to our love to grow, if we cut the seed into 2 parts and try to plant a half here and the other in the other side of the world it will be almost impossible to it blossom...it might die....it might turn ugly...that's why....

Sora: Let's stop it now

Sora:Let's stop while we are not too hurt

Sora:Let's stop while we can forgive each other

Sora:While we still can be friends

Sora:Let's stop it now

She keeps crying and apologizing

I was so selfish

How couldn't I notice how much she was suffering?

WY:I...I'm really sorry...

WY:I never wanted to hurt you

Sora:I know, that's why, that's why I don't hate you..I'm always forgiving you

Sora:That's why, in the future, if our path cross each other we can friends

Sora:Because I know you never wanted to hurt me but, even so

Sora:Even though you didn't want to

Sora:I was hurt...aniyo...I'm still hurt..

Sora:So....I'm sorry...Even though I still love you....Please....let's end this

Sora: Please...let me go......

As listen to her words tears begin to fall from my face

I can feel her hands slipping through my fingers while I'm unable to do anything to stop it

Although I love her, although I wish we could be together

For me, more than my selfish desire to have her beside me, the desire to see her happy is bigger

I want her to stop crying

I want her heart to heal

Slowly I let her go

Sora: I'm sorry...I'm really sorry....I wish I was stronger but I'm not

Sora: I'm sorry.....

WY: Please, don't be sorry because I'm only thankful to you

Sora: I'm also thankful....I really...really love you and wish you the best

She begins to cry even hard

Seeing she cry like this makes my heart squeeze

Without realize to push her near me and hug her tight

Between her crying she manage to say

Sora: Please...put all your heart to fulfill your dream..... and ....from now on, make sure you are not half hearted..make sure you will give your all, whenever it's on work, friendship or love

Sora: Please...please give your all so you won't get hurt, so you won't hurt anyone ...if you do it..you'll be successful

Sora: And..finally...please be happy....

WY: I promise, I'll put all my heart, whenever is work or love or friendship

Sora: That's a relief.....thanks for everything....

Sora steps back

Sora: Good bye my Wooyoungie

WY: Good bye my first love....please be happy

She nods her head, turn her back to me and begin to walk into her house direction

Before she enters her house she turn around and face me again

As I look at her I got a surprise

In front of me crying like a baby is not Sora but someone else

Who is this?!

WY: Suzy?!?!

She look at me with a sad and disappointed face

SZ: Do you remember..do you still remember the promise you made here?! I’m sure you do..so why...why didn’t you keep it? Why did you have to hurt me? Why were you so half hearted?

SZ: If you weren’t sure of what you wanted you should have said nothing instead of playing with my heart...making me wait when you could barely notice my presence. Why you make me wait when you knew your heart was with her from the moment you saw her?

SZ: Why you make me feel important when I’m not?

WY:That’s not it

WY:That’s not it

WY:I might been half hearted..yeah I was but it doesn’t mean I was just playing with you!

WY:You are important to me

WY:That’s true...that’s really true

WY:My worries for you were all sincere, that’s true

SZ: Lies..what you are saying to me...they are all lies....

WY:No they are not!

Suzy turn her back to me

Wait...let's talk

WY: Don’t go, wait!!

She ignores me

I run to her direction and grab her hand

WY: Wait...

WY:Please....wait..

She look at me in the eyes

SZ: You can’t reach me anymore

SZ: It’s too late to grab me now

Little by little Suzy image becomes blurry into my eyes

Just like a ghost she disappears

WY: Suzy!!!!
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Oh!!!!

It was a dream!!!!!!

I put my hand in my forehead when I realize I'm holding something on my other hand

That's when I realize I'm grabbing someone's wrist

I let it go and look up

Staring at me is Taeyeon!

She is surprised but not more than me

What is this situation?!

 

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Hi guys

Posting this chapter since I had it ready for some time

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