Heartbeat
What is more important Love or Friendship?
Taeyeon’s POV
I like you
I’ve heard this words countless times from my dear fans, member, friends and family but this time...it’s different
My whole body is trembling
I can listen to my own heartbeat
Right now, my heart beats faster than when I debuted, faster then when SNSD won the 1st prize
The happiness I felt that moment seems so small compared to what I’m feeling now
Even though I worked so hard to debut, to be where SNSD is, only a few words from Wooyoung makes me feel happier
However with this overwhelming and indescribable feeling there is also fear
The more I realise how much I like Wooyoung, more afraid I became because for the first time it seems that my happiness doesn’t depend on my hard work but on Wooyoung’s feelings
I’m afraid to say I love
I afraid to put my heart on his hands and he throws it away
That’s why
One more time...
I want to listen to him saying he likes me one more time and perhaps this fear will disappear
Perhaps I can also say how much I love him
One more time...
Wooyoung’s POV
Taeyeon stare at me as her sweet voice finally come out
TY: One more time...
TY: Can you say it one more time?
I must have gone crazy for saying these words this reckless but I don’t want to run away from my feelings anymore
That’s why, I’ll show my heart to Taeyeon and just hope she accept it
I kindly smile and look deep in her eyes so that she can see my true feelings
WY: I like you,I really like you
She takes a big breath and gives me an eye smile making my heart beat even faster
I also take a big breath to calm down and gather more courage
Taeyeon’s POV
WY: I like you,I really like you
As I take a big breath to try to calm down my heart that hasn’t slow down I listen to a heartbeat
It’s Wooyoung heart beat
I can listen to it very clear now
Was it like this the whole time?
I see...he is also nervous like me
From his heart beat to his sweet and sincere words
I can feel Wooyoung feelings towards me
I see my fears becoming smaller
Without realising I naturally smile
Wooyoung look at me tenderly as always, takes a big breath and says
WY: What about you?!
WY: What are your feeling towards me?
Wooyoung confrontation makes my whole body tremble.
TY: I......I....I....I...hum..hum..I...
As I try to answer Wooyoung question I feel something pushing me with strength making my body lose balance
I’m about to fall when I feel Wooyoung arms holding me
Before I can thanks him, Wooyoung immediately let go of me as he stare at me surprised
To be more specific...he is not staring at me but something behind me....
OMO...what pushed me was...was. the door!!
Someone entered this room!
OMO OMO OMO!!!
I turn around as fast as possible!
The cleaning girls that asked me to wake up Wooyoung stare at me surprised
Girl1: OMO..sorry to interrupt you guys...we hum...
What?
Interrupt?
Did she hear our conversation?!
No..it’s not possible!
WY: Ani..Aniyoo...it’s not what you are thinking!
WY: Hum...Taeyeon she...hum...she lost her balance and I..you know....it’s not what you are thinking!
Girl2: It’s OK Wooyoung shii, we will not spread rumors about you..coff..you know..about what you were doing....
Neh?!
I turn and look at Wooyoung who alternates in shakes his hands in denial and trying to cover his upper part of body
OMO...he is shirtless!!!!
OMO...they..they are thinking....OMO!!!
TY: OMO..OMO...he is right...I was...hum..we were not doing that!!!!!Not at all!!!Like NOOOOO!!!! I just tripped and Wooyoung hold me so I wouldn’t fall!
Girl3: Yep..and when you were falling you ripped his shirt? Don’t worry..we will not say anything!
WY:About me being like this...aigoooo...Aigoo...how do I explain it.
WY: I was changing clothes to leave when I decided to take a nap so...I was like this when Taeyeon entered!
Girl2: OH..that’s right!
WY: Neh? How do you kn...anyway...you see...what we are saying is true...aigooo....I’d never do something like this with Taeyeon!!! NEVER!
Wooyoung looks at them seriously!
I understand that he is trying to make them see that we weren’t doing anything... but why it hurts me when he says he would never do something like that to me?!
Suddenly my confident drops
Wooyoung’s POV
The girls seems to finally understand the situation or at least accept it
Girl1: Hehehe, anyway...we will let you wear something and we will comeback!
WY: Yeah..that would be a good idea
TY: Hum...so...I’m also gonna leave...I..I was leaving anyway!
I still wanna talk to Taeyeon and know about her feelings towards me but it will be strange if I ask her to stay..especially with these girls here so I just agree
WY: Neh.........
All of them leave, I close the door, in fact I lock it this time, and I dress up as fast as I can so I can talk to Taeyeon
As I open the door Taeyeon is not there anymore
One of the girls from before comes to my direction
Girl: So...can we clean your room now?
WY: Oh..of course!!!! I’m so sorry for making you wait until I wake up to clean this room..I’m really sorry for the trouble!
I bow 90 degrees
Girl2: Aigoo...don’t worry
Girl3: We are also sorry for taking conclusion like that
WY:Oh..about that, thank you for understanding the situation!
I bow again
Girl1: It’s ok, of course we understand, don’t worry
WY: Thanks, bye!
Girls: Bye bye!
As I turn my back to the girls I start to look for Taeyeon.
In what direction did she go?
As I walk for the halls I find the figure I was looking for however she is not alone
She is far away from being alone
She is walking side by side holding hands with no other than SUJU Leeteuk as he says out loud
Leeteuk: Let’s go faster Taengo, I’m hungry, aren’t you? I made reservations on our favorite restaurant! kekekeke
Seeing the two of them like this, looking like a couple going to have a romantic dinner in their favorite restaurant makes me stop.
It seems like I already have an answer about her feelings
Even though I’m almost sure about it after this scene I can’t help but still hope and wonder what was today all about then?
Why did it look like she was jealous about Suzy?
Why did she wanted to listen to me saying I like her again?
I’m really confused however I just can’t get myself to go after Taeyeon and clarify it.
I’m such a coward in the end!
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Hi guys
I'm sorry to the late, very late update
I'd to go to work+ study for school exames >.<
Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter
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