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SHIN WON HO'S POV

I arrived home and carried my VERY heavy friends inside my house and set them down in 3 different guest rooms and headed back out. 

I leaned my back against the car and pulled out my phone. I clicked contacts and scrolled down til the name "Suzzzzzy <3" was highlighted.

I hesitated whether or not I should call her and in the end I did

"Hello?" a clear but hazy voice answered 

"Suzy-ah," I called softly

"O...Oppa," she stuttered clearly surprised 

"I know it's late and I"m sorry but I really need to see you,"

"Oppa visiting hours are over," she said 

"Suzy..please," I pleaded and she sighed and agreed 

"meet me at my old house in 30 minutes," she said and ended the call 

I got in my car and started driving as my heart started beating faster and I could feel butterflies come up in my stomach.

This time instead of seeing her with anger. I will meet her with happiness and love

I arrived and saw the same museum looking house in front of me

I smiled as I started remembering the days I would go to her house just to see the stars with her or bake cookies...I know cheesy and childish and unmanly but something I loved to do with my girlfriend

For a while I was engrossed in my memories, I didn't realize a car was coming until a bright light shined at me. I saw a figure ahead getting out the taxi and the the car drove away. I saw Suzy in a sweater that was too big for her and jeans that was as blue as the night sky as her hair flowed down her pale face

"Oppa," she said as she saw me

I just smiled and I saw a confused expression on her face 

I then grabbed her into a hug

"Oppa..Oppa," she said as she tried to get out of my grasp so I held her more firmly 

"I"m sorry and welcome back," I said in her ear as I smiled 

I heard her sigh but soon I felt her arms around my waist 

Soon after I released her slowly and I looked down at her face 

"I knew you were in Texas," I said calmly as I gazed at her and her eyes suddenly grew wide

"I know you're sick," and with this her face grew paler

"You're probably asking yourself why I didn't go after you. Why didn't I go and bring you back," I said and she was silent 

"At first I didn't know. I was only able to answer it only 40 minutes ago. When you left me, you left me because you wanted to and needed to and I wanted to tell you to come back, I wanted to bring you back but because you left with your own will I wanted you to come back to me with YOUR own will," I explained 

"The reason I was angry before was because I wanted to hear why you left. I knew why but I wanted to hear from you why. I was never mad at you for leaving me but myself for letting you get hurt, for feeling so lonely...for not being able to know why I didn't go after you..." I said as I looked at the floor because I couldn't meet her eyes 

I felt her hands on my face and she lifted my head up and looked at me with a smile

"That's all I wanted to hear," and pulled me into a hug once again 

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HOYA'S POV

Still drunk...still hazy...still dizzy

I was on the sidewalk bumping into people left and right

I was only able to walk a mile before I collapsed to floor from exhaustion and confusion. I was too toxicated to walk any further

I was sitting near on the sidewalk near the streets and I leaned my back on a small tree and lifted one knee up with an arm over my eyes as I breathed heavily trying to get my head to stop moving back and forth. 

Two.....then five...then twenty minutes, as I just laid there.

Suddenly I heard a loud obnoxious honk next to me and I removed my arm from my eye and saw a taxi next to me

"Get in," the old man yelled. 

I got up and walked away, completely ignoring the senile taxi driver

I was still drunk as I swayed as I walked but I looked up at the night sky and I've never seen the sky so spectacular, so different..it looked gray and dull....a starless black night

Without knowing where I was headed, I just walked til I found myself on top of a hill peering over the city

The city lights beamed at me happily but behind me the darkness overshadowed the happiness...my happiness couldn't overcome the sadness and desperate feeling I had right now 

"AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" I yelled on the top of my lungs 

"YAHHHHH!!!!!!!!" I yelled once again but softer 

"ahhhhhh!!!!!" I yelled finally before I was on my knees as I wept 

"HWANG TIFFANY!!!!! WAE(WHY?)!!!!!!!!!!!! WAE!!!!!!!!!.....why did you come back why?" I yelled and then whispered the last part as I fell to the floor completely 

My back on the prickly dark green grass with my arms once again over my eyes trying to shield my tears however my shield couldn't hide the pain and weariness I felt 

One by one....tear after tear.....

I wiped my tears with the back of my hands and just stared at the sky but I stood up few minutes later as I didn't want to doze off in an unknown area

I got up no longer dragging my feet to the floor, my feet felt much lighter

I felt as though my feet weren't chained to the ground any longer but I was hanging from the sky like an angel

This was the first time I've ever vented my feelings out like this...yelling I mean

The only way I dealt with my problems, my pain was drowning myself in alcohol to daze me from the things going around me but this really helped....a lot 

Without knowing I started running then sprinting

Soon I found myself in front of the hospital the girls' were staying at and as I pondered whether or not I should go in, I just shook my head to myself and went to the back of the building instead where the garden was 

I just walked through the planted path as flowers hovered above me, around me. and below me 

Soon I was at the end where I saw a girl's back as she was sitting on a wooden bench

She swiftly turned around after hearing the sounds of my footsteps on the concrete 

"Hoya?" she said my name in disgust and it honestly hurt knowing she treats more coldly than the others 

I jus queitly sat next to her and she stared at me wierdly 

"what?" I asked as I turned and stared at her and I saw her jump a little in surprise

BORA'S POV

I was surprised to see Hoya of all people at the hospital at this time 

I think I might have glared at him...I think

"What?" He asked and turned towards me and stared at me and I jumped in surprise as I was taken aback from seeing Hoya up close for the first time

"W..What are you doing here?" I asked as I stuttered a little bit 

"I don't know...I was just wandering around and found myself here," he said nonchalantly as he shrugged his shoulders 

But as he spoke I could smell the alcohol

"Eww that's nasty, how much did you drink?" I asked as I fanned the area in front of my nose

"Bora have you ever loved?" he suddenly asked and I looked at him with a serious expression 

I didn't answer 

He turned and looked at me again

"I did but that love was painful," he said as he sighed 

"That's not love Hoya,"

"What?" he said in surprise and I smiled warmly at his reaction

"Love doesn't hurt, loving the wrong person does ," I said and he looked at me sadly 

"Loving the wrong person..." he mumbled and suddenly I saw an unexpected tear fall on his cheeks 

"H...Hoya...."

He looked at me smiling 

"You think I'm some tough rich arrogant bastard that doesn't know what a tear is or what being nice is huh?"

I unknowingly nodded my head yes 

He chuckled 

"I was never this cold my entire life. I became meaner, ruder, and angrier after she left me," he said softly

"She?!" I asked and he quickly changed the subject 

"I am in pain almost everyday from home. I have a younger sister I love to death though she is not my blood related sister she is someone I call family but my adopted parents..." he said and stopped midway 

I looked at him and spotted pain and sorrow in his eyes 

"...my adopted mother she is someone who torments me everyday at home, treats me like a stranger on the streets or a begger on the sidewalk and my adopted father...he is rarely even home to even give me a glance," he said 

I placed my hands on his shoulders 

"I thought your life was full of riches and gold but I guess people with money suffer as well," she said 

"Bora...why do you choose to live?"

"Why? Honestly, I never had the will to live, I didn't want to live. My life was too hard...too exhausting, to the point I just wanted to drop everything and give up but every time I think that, the first two people that pop up in my head is Dasom and my brother. If I were to die and leave them how will they handle it? It's already hard enough with me there but without me how much harder would it be for them? Who would protect them? Will they be happy?.....Those questions just come to my head and I always realize that I need to live to protect the ones I love,"

he was silent and just stared into space

"You claim you recieve no love but I don't think that's true. You have your younger sister, F4 and basically most of the girls of South Korea...now I would say all but not all girls like rich snobby billionaires," I said smiling and I could see a smile on his face 

"Thanks Bora," he said as he grabbed my hand

I was about to pull away and then hit him but I didn't as I never felt so much warmth from anyone before

"hoya..." a high pitched girl called behind us and we turned around and Hoya's eyes grew wide and he let go of my hand and stood up

"tiffany....."

"Hi oppa...long time no see," she said as she had beautiful eye-smile and I looked back and forth at them

This Tiffany girl was dressed elegantly as she smiled comfortably while I saw Hoya with a surprise and the pain in his eyes returned 

pain....love.....he was talking about her......Tiffany........she gave him pain.......

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