his sorrow
F4: Second GenerationSHIN WON HO'S POV
I sat on the opposite end of the table and just stared at her as she calmly sipped her black coffee
"Why are you here?" I asked coldly as I glared at her
This time I didn't look at her with love but with hate and coldness
"I live here silly," she said brightly and I growled queitly as my anger started to grow
"Why'd you come back?" I asked
She was silent and her smile vanished, she just kept sipping her coffee and I was started to lose my patience with her
"I asked you a question," I said as my voice started to get a little bit louder as I asked a question
But she didn't answer again, but this time she just stared at me calmly and patiently
"Fine," I said as I sighed in disbelief and in frusteration
"Where were you? Where did you run off to a year ago?" I asked
Still no reply what so ever
I banged my fists on the table from anger and frusteration and that resulted in her empty cup rolling and landing on the floor with a crash
the white cup shattered into pieces
My eyes just started to tear as I kept staring at the broken cup. That cup seemed like my heart. My heart she broke a year ago, leaving me and abandoning me without a trace or even a goodbye
I looked at her once again with tears in my eyes that I tried so hard to hide and cast aside but they flowed down my pale cheeks
"Why did you just disappear like that?" I asked as my voice cracked
Once she saw my tears her expression changed from pity to sadness
She got up abruptly
"I'm sorry," she said softly before walking out
I didn't chase after her, I just sat there staring at the chair she sat on but most importantly the tear drop that laid on the wooden table.....
FLASHBACK
[narrator's pov]
4 YEARS AGO
DECEMBER 25, 2008
"Suzy-ah, I like you,"
"Oppa mianhae[sorry] but I already have a boyfriend," she apologized
Wonho just forced a smiled and chuckled awkwardly
"Ah really. Too bad, I should've confessed first," he joked and Suzy just gave him a half-smile
"Sorry Oppa," she said and walked away
DECEMBER 31, 2008
"OPPA!," WonHo heard a familiar voice yell and he turned around smiling waiting for her to come to him but his smile disappeared once he saw a man was next to Suzy
"U..Uh Suzy-ah," he said trying to maintain his cool but he couldn't as he kept staring at the lucky guy
"Oppa, this is my boyfriend Kim SooHyun," she introduced
"And babe this is my best friend Shin Won Ho," she introduced and WonHo cringed at the word babe as he envied the guy
That Soohyun kid and WonHo shook hands
"Nice to meet you. Suzy talks a lot about you," he said smiling
"Ah really?" Wonho asked somewhat proud for having a place in her heart
"Let's go," Suzy said and hooked arms with both of the guys and dragged them into the restuarant
FEBRAURY 14, 2009
*DING DONG* rang WonHo's house bell and Won Ho just walked to the door and was surprised to find a crying Suzy on his doorsteps
"Suzy-ah what's wrong?" he asked
"O..O....Oppa. So....Soo...Soo,"
He stared at her in confusion as she was crying and talking at the same time and he couldn't understand a word she said
"Princess, I need you to stop crying and tell me because I can't understand you okay?" he said warmly as he wiped her tears and handed her a box of tissue
"Okay," she said as she blew her nose hard
"S...So I went to Soohyun oppa's house to give him chocolae for valentines day and he didn't answer so I just went in because the door was unlocked...and..and I went upstairs to his room and found him...." she paused as she was about to cry again
"Princess don't you dare cry," WonHo said toughly
Suzy just nodded her head okay
"I found him making out with another girl," she said and right when she finished her sentence Wonho got up and put on his black leather jacket and ran out. He knew where he lived because Suzy dragged him to his house.
When Wonho arrived at Soo Hyun's house, Wonho just looked up and glared
He went straight in and ran upstairs and kicked the door opened
"YAH KIM SOO HYUN!" He yelled and Soohyun jumped in surprise and a dirty turned around
"It's Valentines Day and THIS is how you spend your time?" he asked as angrier as ever
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When Wonho got to his house he saw Suzy anxiously waiting
"Oppa what'd you do?" She asked as she held onto his arm tightly
He just smiled and hugged her
JUNE 13, 2009
"Bae Suzy, will you go out with me?" Won ho asked as was on one knee with a bouquet of flowers in his hands
Suzy smiled from ear to ear and hugged him
"i would love to," she whispered
FLASHBACK ENDS
"Yah, stop drinking," L said as he grabbed the alcohol bottle out of my hands
"Give it back~," I said slurring my words
"What's wrong with you bro?" he asked me worriedly
"Suzy...suzy....bae suzy," i kept mumbling
L just stared at me silently
"get over her dude. She left you a year ago and she's not coming back,"
"WRONG!" I yelled and grabbed the bottle out of L's hand and threw it on the floor
"WON HO!" L yelled
"YOU'RE WRONG! She's back....she's back...I saw her....." I yelled and then begun to cry
I fell to the floor and just wept
"L...she left me a year ago. I was SO heartbroken, and then I see her again today and it's like nothing happened; us being in love, her leaving, everything...why'd she come back?" I asked as I begun to fall asleep
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