HOYA'S POV

I stood outside Bora's room as I had my back against the door 

I heard Dasom and Bora talking to each other but couldn't make out what they said, soon after, all I heard was silence 

FLASHBACK 

"We have to talk Oppa," Tiffany demanded 

"I have nothing to say to you," I said 

"OPPA! Oppa!.......I'M SORRY!" she said

FLASHBACK ENDS

I sighed as a tear fell and soon my body dragged me to the floor 

Once again I was on the floor...once again crying

"Aish..stupid Hoya...you need to toughen up.." I told myself but as I wiped my tears, the pain I started to feel started to overwhelm me

With one leg out and the other tucked to my stomach and my left arm resting on my left knee, I stared at the empty hallway in front of me and I could see Tiffany...in front of me once again...

She started walking closer and closer, until her foot was touching mine 

I looked up and saw her smiling down at me 

I smiled back but my smile washed away as she soon disappeared 

I sighed and just stared at the floor, starting to be reminded of what happened 4 years ago

NARRATOR'S POV

DECEMBER 1st 2010

People from Korea were jealous of the richest, beautifulest and handsomest 4 couples that beamed of happiness and light 

But their relationship started to go downhill as F4 was starting to get busy helping their parents' businesses even at a young age as their parents' wanted them to experience the life of a businessman as when they do take over the company, they would be experienced and wouldn't be looked down upon.

"Oppa, why don't I see anymore?" Tiffany whined to Hoya as he was looking over paperwork even when they were out on a dinner date

"I'm sorry," Hoya quickly murmured and Tiffany looked at him with sadness as she could feel the distance between the two  

"Oppa~~" she whined again hoping her aegyo would catch his attention

"What is it Tiffany?" He asked not even looking up from his paperwork

She frowned then sighed 

Her response to his actions finally caught his attention and he looked up to see an upset expression on his girlfriend's expression

"I'm sorry sweetie," he apologized sincerely 

"Are you really that busy?" she asked 

"yeah, I"m sorry. I have a presentation tomorrow and I need to prepare for it," he explained 

"Oppa...just go," she said giving in

"No, it's fine," he quickly rejected

"Babe..just go," she tried to persuade him but in her heart she hoped that he would continue to decline and pay more attention to her but to her surprise he replied, " Really? Thanks so much," and started organizing his paperwork and got up

"You need a ride?" he asked her 

She declined with a small smile on her face 

"Alright, I"ll call you later babe," he said as he walked away

She sighed and looked down at her food 

"Check please," she called and the waiter brought the check and she paid with cash and left without taking the change

December 2nd, 2010

 After Tiffany's disappointing dinner date she called her girls the next day to hang out at her cafe  

The 4 girls sat in a circle sipping their smoothies silently 

"How was your date with Hoya?" Jessica asked breaking the silence

Tiffany didn't say anything but replied with a sad expression

"He brought work to our dinner for crying out loud and I told him to just go home and work and he denied the offer ONCE and left me to pay the damn bill," she complained 

"At least you got to see him," Woori said with an even sadder and depressed expression compared to Tiffany

"You STILL haven't talked to him unnie?" Suzy asked and Woori answered with a sigh

"헐(Hul[oh my gosh]) ," she replied 

"Woori..it's been a month now since you last seen him OR talked to him," Jessica pointed out 

"Why don't you contact him first unnie?"

"You think I haven't? Of course I have, at least 3 times a day and his phone is always off," she replied in desperation 

"When was the last time you saw Donghae oppa?" Woori asked Jessica 

"....2 weeks now," she replied with a sigh 

"Suzy?"

"1 week,"

"So I'm the only one who recently saw their boyfriend?" Tiffany asked

The girls nodded 

"oh,"

December 5th, 2010

The girls still couldn't get in contact with their boyfriends and Tiffany started to lose contact with Hoya as he was away on a business trip 

The girls went out to go shopping and suddenly ran into 3 good looking guys; Siwon, Dojoon and Woohyun

The 4 girls introduced themselves and the guys soon followed 

The 3 guys and Woori, Tiffany and Jessica started showing interest in each other 

Siwon and Jessica start talking and get to know each other

Woori and Dojoon were flirting with each other and clearly showed interest in each other 

Tiffany and Woohyun were casually talking as if they were old friends but they both knew sparks were flying amongst the two

Suzy all alone left the girls as she had nothing to do and met up with L as she was finally able to get in contact with him 

That evening Jessica goes home and finds her parents waiting paitently for her 

"Hi Mom Hi Dad," she greeted 

"Have a seat," her dad said with a smile

"Why are you smiling like that?" Jessica asked suspiciously 

"Come in," her father said and soon a familiar looking man appeared in front of her 

"Siwon?" she asked 

"You two know each other?" her mom asked 

"yeah, I ran into her today at the mall and we got to know each other," and Siwon winked at her 

Her parent's saw Siwon and Jessica's interest in one another 

"Siwon already knows of the announcement but you and him will be getting married," her parents announced 

"WHAT?!" she yelled in surprise and Siwon was clearly upset of her reaction

"But Appa...what about Donghae. Appa I still love him," she confessed 

"Honey, you haven't seen him or talked to him for 2 weeks now. It's time to just let go. He's a busy person now and he won't have time for you,"

"Then what about Siwon? Wouldn't it be the same for Siwon? He's going to be just as busy as Donghae when he takes over the office, maybe even more,"

"Honey, Donghae is a soon-to-be doctor, he's going to be constantly at the hospital, Siwon, on the other hand, will be always next to you," her parents weakly persuaded 

Jessica looked at Siwon and pondered of the decision

"Fine..." she gave in

"YAY!" the parents cheered 

"You will be getting married December 27th,"

"Umma appa, that's too early. We haven't even had an engagement party yet,"

"It's fine, the sooner the better right?" 

She sighed and forced a smile as she looked at Siwon

Decemeber 6th, 2010 

Jessica stood in front of the hospital Donghae was currently working at and she sighed and went in

She went up to the front desk and asked "Is Lee Donghae here by any chance?"

"Yes, he is. He's on the 3rd floor," she informed 

She went up to meet her boyfriend and saw him working and writing notes as he followed a sunbae in the hospital

"Oppa!" I called and he looked my way and smiled tiredly 

He ran over and hugged me 

"Jessica! I haven't seen in you so long,"

"yeah...Oppa can I talk to you?" I asked seriously and he looked at me in worry

"Yeah, is something wrong?"

"Oppa, let's go talk somewhere privately," I said and he nodded 

I walked outside to the 3rd floor pateo and stood where you can see the overview of the city

"What is it?"

"I'm getting married," she announced without hesitation

"WHAT?!!" He yelled 

"Yes, I'm getting married to Choi Siwon, mostly for business reasons and also because I love him," I lied 

"What?" he asked in desperation

"You left me hanging for 2 weeks oppa. Leaving me alone during that time can make a girl go crazy so when you were away I hooked up Choi Siwon and to my surprise my parents already had marriage plans for us," she explained 

" I see...Ok"

"ok? Did you just say Ok?" she asked angrily 

"Well what do you want me to say?"

"Um...I don't know. I'm sorry..don't go..I love you..stay by my side. ANY of those would've worked," 

"I don't have any right to hold you down like that. I haven't seen you for 2 weeks now Jessica. You deserve better,"

"FINE!" she yelled and walked out 

That night the girls went to the club to help Jessica release her anger but only Suzy didn't go due to health reasons

But to their surprise they met Siwon, Dojoon and Woohyun there

"hey sweetie," Siwon greeted as he wrapped his arms around Jessica's waist, causing shock to both the guys and the girls 

"Since when..." the guys asked 

"Oh I didn't tell you guys. Our parents want us to get married," he yelled over the loud music 

His friends cheered behind him but Jessica's friends hesitated the congratulations as they weren't sure it was the right decision to make considering how it was only 1 day since she met him

Woori pulled Jessica to the side and the rest followed, leaving the guys on the dance floor

"What?" Jessica asked cluelessly

"What? Jessica you barely know the guy. What do you mean marriage? What about Donghae?" She asked

"Unnie I'm tired of waiting for Donghae oppa. I met him today and told him and all he said was okay...OKAY!" she said flailing her arms in the air like a mad man

The girls sighed

"I'm going to get married to him and I don't care if my best friends don't support my decision," she said and walked back to her fiance and from then she started having deep and aggressive skinship with him as while they were on the dance floor they started grinding as she moved her waist elegantly against his front side

the 4 friends just sat down at the bar watching the two as they chugged down drink after drink

Jessica and Siwon finally sat down with sweat running down their faces and they both shot down a strong drink

30 minutes later...all of them were intoxicated

Siwon and Jessica left that moment as Siwon's chauffeaur picked them up. In the car ride was hotter and ier than in the club, they were in the back seat making out as Jessica was sitting on Siwon's lap. The chauffer closed the window that blocked the view as he was disgusted of the sight. Siwon asked his chauffer to drop them off at a nearby hotel and the chauffer did as he was told and stopped at a hotel within 2 minutes and Siwon and Jessica got out of the car with their arms around each others waist. They went up to their rooms and soon it was more than a make out session for them...

Meanwhile Woori and Dojoon ordered a room at a small motel right next to the club as they both were very intoxicated. Both of them didn't realize the deep trouble they would cause. As they entered the motel they started making out not caring of the looks people around them gave them and they somehow managed to get to a room and like Jessica and Siwon...all that could be heard were moans and the bed creaking

During that time, Tiffany and Woohyun just calmly remained seated where they were before as they just nodded their heads to the music blasting in the club. Woohyun suddenly stood up and stood in front of Tiffany and extended out a hand towards her. "Wanna dance?" he asked and she nodded with her eye smile and they both ended up on the dance floor. After dancing wildly and having the most fun she ever had, with someone other than Hoya, they ended up back in their seats as they both sat together with their arms touching. After a while Woohyun turned his head and turned towards her and stared at her and Tiffany turned as she felt the stare and both were mesmerized in each other's eyes and leaned in. The kiss turned into a relationship

December 7, 2010

The 6 teenagers hooked up with one another creating 3 new couples. The ridiculous young teenagers experienced an adrenaline that they've never felt that night, taking advantage of their parents' wealth. While the girls were having fun, Suzy was suffering in the hospital bed for couple days now. After she met L she ran to the hospital as she wasn't feeling really well, her condition itself wasn't the best. 

She was a patient as she was dealing with Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome and she had hid it from her boyfriend, Wonho. If she didn't get treatment soon than her life would have been in danger. For couple years now, she has been researching different continents, countries and states to see where the best treatment is and she finally found one, Texas. She found the hospital all she needed to do was go but she was pondering whether to go or not because of L. She continued to think and still wasn't sure what to do but one day her decision was made for her. 

December 20, 2010

At noon, F4 gathered together because L had something to show them and once all of them had gathered together in their lounge, L threw different sets of photos on the table 

"What is this?"  Hoya asked as he picked up one photo but his question was answered as he saw his girlfriend in another man's arms. He picked up another with Tiffany kissing another guy.

He threw the pictures away in disgust and anger as he felt betrayal. It was the same for the others as well. The same response, the same feeling. They got up and each of them contacted their girlfriends and they all met at the same location, a little coffee shop near the lounge and the girls sat on  one side while the boys sat on the other.

The guys were staring down at their girlfriends while it was dead silent. L suddenly threw the pictures on the table and the girls looked at the pictures one by one and they all smirked, aside from Suzy. Suzy had pictures of guys with her as well but it wasn't in that sense. Suzy was the only one being misunderstood, the others were indeed cheating. 

"Why?" Hoya asked and Tiffany smiled "Because I don't love you," Hoya's face immediately turned into a frown. Suddenly Tiffany got up and left without turning around, leaving Hoya speechless. Hoya loved her with his whole heart, she was his first love and she left without a goodbye or a sorry. He looked down at his hands, as he touched his couple ring, surprised of the outcome, not knowing she was going to acknowledge the truth so coldly and bluntly. He took of the ring and just placed it on the table and left, leaving the remaining couples. Woori got up without a word and left, leaving L to just stare where she was seated. Jessica got up as well but before she left she said "I'm married," and left, leaving Donghae speechless, not knowing she was actually going to get married. That left Suzy and Wonho, and before Suzy can explain herself that everything was a misunderstanding Wonho got up and left, leaving Suzy by herself in the small cafe. 

December 31, 2010

11 days passed since the blunt and short encounter with their "girlfriends". F4 was just sititng and staring off into space, still in shock of what occurred several days before, all heartbroken and unsure of what to do next. Hoya's secretary suddenly came through the door of their lounge and he reported "They have left the country December 21, midnight. Location is sitll yet to be found and we do not have any other details. Would you like me to go into further detail?" he asked. The room was silent for a couple minutes before the four replied "no," in unison. Letting go of the lovers that no longer loved them and left them for another. That was the day they said goodbyes and had changed into cold distant men who used girls as toys rather than lovers. 

BACK TO THE PRESENT

HOYA's Pov 

If I had chased after Tiffany that day she left the cafe, would things have been different?, Hoya thought 

Would she still be my lover today? I continued to ask myself 

I sighed in exasperation as I had my head was resting  against my arms 

"Hoya," I heard a voice call and I looked up, it was her. The girl that left me, right in front of me again

"leave," I said coldly 

"I'm sorry, please just forgive me. I regret what I did a year ago, please hoya," she begged. I got up from the floor and glared at her 

"We can never go back to the relationship we were in a year ago,"

"Hoya I still love you," she said desperately

"Still love me? If you still loved me you wouldn't have left me like that a year ago, you wouldn't have cheated on me and you wouldn't be here saying sorry for leaving me. You're too shameless Hwang Tiffany. Get lost," I said coldly 

BORA'S POV

I heard that girl's voice again...Tiffany..right outside our doorway and I started listening to their conversation but the longer I listened the angrier I got. What a to actually think she can really leave him and he'll take her back in again.

I groaned as I clenched my hands in a fist, trying hard not to go out there to make a scene

HOYA'S POV

"Oppa~' she whined 

"leave," I warned again

"no," she said strongly 

I was starting to lose my temper 

"I already HAVE a girlfriend," I lied 

" Who care,all it matters is that you love me," she said delusionally 

"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE TIFFANY!"  I yelled at the break of dawn

At that moment, Bora stormed out of her door and she slapped Tiffany right across the face 

"," Bora muttered and tiffany glared at Bora for what she did 

"B.Bora," I stuttered 

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