this life is always full of surprises

i was so clueless, 

i was wondering what will happen..

sometimes, it surprises us

but sometimes it is so boring

this life is always full of mysteries..

you cannot turn back,

there's no clue there

yet you cannot overlook the future,

it's still so bright to be seen by eyes

all you have to do is to live now, live the present

because you will find the clues and walk to the bright place

that is what you call life..

(Krystal's POV)

i didn't know that my brain could tell me those words. i was so surprised to see what i just wrote on my journal.

since my date with Taemin last night, i became someone who opens up a little more to the society. i became a little more alive than yesterday. i became someone who hopes for a better future, and someone who hopes to accept the past.

i was so happy yesaterday, sometimes, when those scenes started to play inside my mind, i would smile alone and my cheeks would turn red. i didn't know that i would be like this. but i was so happy that i couldn't sleep last night

[FLASHBACK]

"ya! how are you when i was not here??"i asked.

"life was so boring. why didn't you visit America when you had time? or maybe vacation with your family??" he asked, pouted a little. damn he's cute.

"hahah! someone misses me uh?" i asked "i couldn't Twinniee.. when i was in America, it was for my career, i've never went here for vacation." i explained

"oh well, i see.. so how was Korea, i miss tha-" he stopped suddenly "Krystal! watchaa!!" he exclaimed and immediately pulled me into his arms.

for once, i wonder what happened. did someone was going to hurt? or was he just acting? 

he then let go.

"sorry.. someone was going to bump to you, so i immediately hugged you.. kk" he explained.

as i was still surprised of what happened just now. i saw the person who was going to bump into me and he was passing by.

"ah.. thanks!" i said cheerfully

[END OF FLASHBACK]

that night was cute. now, let me explain you, Taemin is like my twin brother. he was always with me, by my side, when i was back in America. he's currently American-Korean too. so i feel like we have so many things in common. he was also my neighbor back then. because i was always with him when we were kids, my sister, Jessica called us Twins because she said that we're unseparatable. we have everything same too. so that nickname fits perfectly. and when she would call us both, she wouldn't call the names but just with the word "twins" then we both would immediately run to her. kk

i was recalling everything back and suddenly my phone rang

RING!! RING!!!

"ne? yeoboseyo??" i answered the phone.

"Talss! what are you doing??" he asked with the cute voice. sick.

"oh you, nothing i was just doing some sort of stuffs. how about you?" i asked.

"nothing, i'm bored now, let's skype!" he cheered

"no thanks, i'm busy, no time." i said, simply

"uhh?? what's wrong with you?? you're so cold. we were just having fun yesterday. ah Krystal is no fun!" he said in english

"well, i am the cold princess." i answered in english

"pleaseeee... just turn on the skype and i will see you doing your stuffs while talking." he pleaded

"oh Taem! i didn't know you miss me this much.. hold on.. no, hang the phone up. skype is on. you better be good." i said as i was starting to open up my skype.

"yeay! thanks princess!" he cheered then hung up.

"what??" i asked as i was starting to chat on skype

"nothing, i was just going to see your face." he smiled

"uh?" i frowned a little. "well, get going to do my stuffs." i said as i started to move from the bed

"yes, i will wait here." he said and started to talk about anything, i was just answering with simple answers. since i was doing my stuffs.

suddenly my phone vibrated.

2 new text messages was written on the screen

i opened the first and tears rolled down my face.

after i read the text, i knew then that i had to start a new and fresh beginning. leaving the past behind..

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hey everyone! sorry for not updating last weekend, i know you guys are waiting, but my internet privilege was cut down by my parents. and now that i just updated chapter 11, hope you guys like it!

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