"Dara-ah!" his cheerful voice greeted me the moment he entered the restaurant.       I look up to him and frowned, he walked his way towards me like he owns the place, he was smirking evilly. He is the living meaning of the word "COCKY" it's like he owned the word.             Sigh                   another day of torture..           He sat across me and without hesitation, he grabbed my hand and stared at it like he was some fortune teller. I look at him, bewildered, he seems to be looking for something in my hand. He frowned and scoffed before looking up at me.       "Wae?" I tilted my head.       "Tch..you have a rough hand D." his voice dripping bastard.       I scowled at him and said sarcastically, "Well, thank you very much."          He leaned on his seat, "You're very much welcome ugly."       I rolled my eyes, for him, I will always be ugly..There's no day that he won't miss rubbing it on my face, he would tease me on how ugly I am and that I will never find a man who will love and marry. He would always make fun of me until I cry TCH.. so much for being a friend.            I stared at him, Kwon Jiyong..why are you so mean to me?       "Tell me..why am I letting you bully, degrade and insult me?" I asked as I eyed him.       "Because I'm your neighbor, your very first playmate ever, I'm your first friend, your childhood friend and eventually I'm your best friend..and oh..I know all of your secrets." he smugly bash.         No..not all my secrets..       "And that gives you the right to do things to me?" I asked while cocking my brow.       "Yes." he said without hesitation.       I sigh, I give up.. Just then..another figure appeared..her       She waved her hand to us, Jiyong smiled genuinely at her.             That smile...         She smiled back broadly as she reach our table, leaning down she kissed him on the cheeks.       "Hi!" she said cheerfully.       "Hey Chae.." he said with a warm smile and then he stood up and pulled a chair for her.           How sweet..           "Hey Dara unnie.." she beamed upon seeing me.         "Hi.."           "So..let's eat.!" Jiyong beamed.       We called for waiter and ordered our food. While we were in the middle of eating..         "Dara..do you know Lee Dongahe?" Chaerin asked.           I tilted my head..           Lee DongHae.. one of the school's kingka.. Jiyong said Donghae was just second to him.         I nodded, "Wae?"         A huge smile plastered on ChaeRin's lips.   "Well..he asked me to send his regards to you..! he heard that you were sick! omo~ I think he likes you."       I blinked..what? she's blabbering.         Then we heard Jiyong scoffed. "Him? HA! why would he like Dara? Dara's ugly duckling!"       "Oppa!" ChaeRin reprimanded, I look down.             My heart started to ache, am I really that ugly Jiyong-ah?       "wae..it's true..he might say he worries about her and then he'll say she's pretty which is totally not true..then, he'll say she likes her but the truth is.. he just wants her to do his homeworks and clean his room for him..then he will leave her crying and miserable." he turned to me. "Yah..Dara-ah don't believe all those sweet words he say..they are all lies."       I felt a stabbing pain in my heart, I can't breathe..this is too much. Jiyong would always make me feel so down and he crumble all my hopes of finding love every time someone would just praise me.. he would make me see my flaws, my weaknesses, he would make me see myself I'm unworthy. IT FCKING HURTS.             Do you hate me Jiyong ah? Why am I still sticking to you even though you always hurt me?           I look at him and saw they were smiling to each other.              I know the answer why then..                           it because I love him.. I love him so much..           In a perfect world, when he's with her, he would be wishing he was with me; when he looked at her, he would be looking at me; when he smiled at her, his smile would be for me; when he thought about someone, he would be thinking about me.        In a perfect world, he would realize that she wasn't the one he was supposed to be with and I would still be standing here waiting for him still when he finally knows this.                    But this isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt, you smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do.           I smiled bitterly, put down my utensils, it made a noise that gathered their attention to me.              It hurts..             I wanted to cry, I can almost feel my eyes stinging as tears wanted to flow but I held them back.     "Dara is something wrong?" Jiyong's cooing voice came.       Why are you doing this to me Jiyong? how can you be all caring when you always want to hurt my feelings?       I shook my head, No.       "I'm going.." I stood up and left in a hurry, not waiting for their reactions. I my back and walked away.                 "I'm going.."         Those were the last words she said.       I thought she's just going home, she always intend to leave every time we ate, s