Right after that "date" with Jongup, you were surprised at how those memories keep on popping in your head. Jongup decided to walk you home once you guys leave the cafe. Both of you guys feel awkward and you didn't know what to say to him.

Shoot! What am I going to say him?! Should I thank him? Aigoo! You thought to yourself worriedly.

You looked over at Jongup neverously and he doesn't even know that you were staring at him. Right when you were about to open your mouth, Jongup interrupted you right away. "~~~~~~..." Jongup finally said as he broke out the silence.

You were surprised and then you stopped walking and looked at Jongup curiously, "Mwoyoe?"

Jongup only just smile at you, and it made you more curious than before. "Why do you always stare into space? Whenever I call you, it's like you're surprised about something." Jongup asked.

You looked away slowly and made a sad look. "It's a long story." You said.

"You can tell me." Jongup said.

You made a sad look, you didn't really want to talk about it. "I keep it as a secret. The only person that know is my best friend...she knows why I do that." You explained.

"I promise I won't tell. ~~~~~ I'm just worried about you." Jongup said.

You felt like blushing when Jongup said that to you. You started to smile and said, "Ok...you might think this is crazy but, I have these weird memories popping up in my head. It never happened before. It's weird. But, I'm actually happy their popping up."

"How come?" Jongup asked.

You started to smile and said, "Because...I actually don't remember my past..."

You looked over at Jongup and notice that he was making a surprise look. "Surprising huh?" You asked.

"Nae...but, how?" Jongup asked.

"When I was little, I was in a car crash. My dad died in a car crash. I was actually the only one that survived." You smiled.

"What about your mom?" Jongup asked.

"I never actually known what happened to my real mom. I always ask my dad and he said, I remember. But...I don't. Also, now I'm living with my stepmom. Which is horrible. She never really told me about my past. And I really want to know..." You explained. You suddenly remember your journal so you decided to take it out.

You looked through your purse and got out the journal you found up in the attic. "The reason why you see me reading this journal is because, whenever I read this...memories pop up." You smiled.

Jongup looked at it curiously then looks up at you. "Do you remember anything at all?" He asked.

"I remember somethings." You said. Then you suddenly start to smile, "Right now...the memories that keep on popping up is about this kid. He's always in my head...I think he was like my first best friend or something. I think...I met him before I met Eunhee."

"Do you recognize his face?" Jongup asked.

"I'm not sure...it was hard to tell. But, the only thing I remember was his smile." You said.

Both of you guys stopped walking since you finally arrived at your house. You then was about to go in but, you looked back at Jongup and said, "Thanks for bringing me to the cafe. I actually really did have fun."

"Your welcome. ~~~~~~ if you do remember that person? What would you do?" Jongup suddenly ask him.

You looked at him curiously but, then you started to smile at him and said, "I'll try my best to find him..."

You then went inside and closed the door behind you leaving Jongup behind. You looked out your window and spotted Jongup smiling. Why is he smiling? You then saw him walking away...you watched him walked away and whenever you look at him, a smile suddenly popped up on your face.

"Ehm..." Someone said from behind.

You were surprised since you forgot that it was past your curfew. You were really nervous to turn around because, you know that voice...was your stepmom. "Where have you been ~~~~~~?" Your stepmom asked angrily.

You were really nervous that you didn't make eye contact with her. "I was out with my friends." You said nervously.

"Friends?! I didn't know you had one. ~~~~~~ you were suppose to come home right away after school. Not go out with your friends and come home late!" Your stepmom said angrily.

"I know...I'm sorry..." You said nervously.

"You were suppose to do your chores...but, no. I had to do them because you weren't here! I'm very disappointed in you." Your stepmom said.

"I'm sorry! I won't do it again." You said sadly.

You were surprised since you felt some pain on your cheek. All because, your stepmom slapped you. Your cheek started to become swollen and red. You were about to cry. Your stepmom just stood there with her arm crossed and was glaring at you. You suddenly got up and pushed your stepmom out of the way and ran up to your room. You didn't want to look back. You went up to the attic and just drop on your bed crying on your pillow.

Why does this always have to happen to me?! I can't even handle this anymore!!!! Appa! Why did you have to die! I need you right now! ...What should I even do...? You thought sadly as you start to cry on your pillow.

You suddenly then remember something, you feel like writing all of this down...and the first thing that came to your mind was a journal. You looked over at your journal, you looked through the pages and spotted how many blank pages, since you wrote very little journal entry. You looked at it, and you feel like reading all of them. Maybe, it can help you remember so you did...

Who could have know that I'm already on my 4^th entry already?! That is surprising. Well, it's been a while since I wrote on this journal. The last entry I wrote was "My First Birthday Present" that someone special gave me. I'm already in 3^rd grade and my spelling has gotten better. When I reread my journal entries that first thing I always do was laugh.

I actually never wear it because, I'm scared something might happened to it. The necklace is special to me and maybe someday, I'll wear in the future. He's special to me...he's like my best friend. I always love his smile...it makes me happy. Whenever I'm sad, I know he's always there to cheer me up.

You started to smile as your read the 4^th entry. Quite surprising, but it's weird. No memories are popping up in your head. You suddenly felt sleepy and you just fell asleep from reading that entry...