Eyes followed you as you walked through the building where your fathers speech was going to be held. You put on a fake smile while you walked through the crowd of people with your beautiful dress.

“She looks like a doll”you heard a women whisper

“A beautiful doll”the other one said in amazement

“Thank you”you turned toward them and smiled. 

They blushed and walked away embarrassed that you heard them. 

You walked into the autorium and sat in the far back like always. As people walked past you to go find there seats, they couldn’t help but be amazed by your beauty. Young Guk, who sat next to you, watched as you put on a fake smile that looked so believable. The lights dimmed after a few minutes and whispers soon became applauses when your father walked on to the stage. You watched as everyone seemed to love him. You looked at Young Guk as he was talking onto his phone.

“Alright I’ll bring them right away”young Guk got up from his seat but you stopped him.

“Where are you going?”you asked

“I have to go do something” he whispered

“I know that but what are you doing? What do you need to get?”you asked again this time more harshly

“I just need to get something from the house”

You hesitantly let go of him and he left. Again the feeling of loneness crept inside of you.

“Aish”you cursed

You watched your father as he was talking proudly like he didn’t have a daughter that missed him dearly. *appa* you thought

~*~

Soon after waiting an hour the speech was over. Everyone got up from there seat and crowed over to your father that was walking down the stage steps. You watched as he smiled and laughed at the people around him; it just made you sick. *you can’t look at anybody but me* your mothers words echoed in your head. *umma I finally know what your talking about* you frowned to yourself. You got up from your seat and walked over to the crowd of people. Softly but hurtfully you pushed them away they were going to curse at you but once they saw your face they changed there mind.

“Ohhhhhh thank you” you heard your fathers deep comforting voice.

Quickly you began pushing even faster not wanting to loose your father.

“Appa”you whispered

Finally you pushed the last person out of the way and came face to face with your father.

You looked at him as he was talking to someone else.

“Excuse me”you said quietly but no one heard you

You’re feelings for your dad was still pure you still loved him like a father. Your doll like emotions soon left once you saw his face. Tears ran down your check onto the floor. *I haven’t seen you in 2 months* you thought

“Excuse me”you said again but still no one heard you

“Excuse me” you said loudly tapping your father

Your father stopped his conversation and turned to look at you.

“Ma’am don’t you see I’m talking to someone” his voice was cold and stern

“But I nee-“

“I’m talking to someone besides what are you doing here aren’t you too young to be here”

That’s was it. After those last few words your doll emotions came back and took control over you. You stopped crying and wiped your tears away.

You put on a straight serious face that was beautiful to look at yet so harsh.

“Ohhhhhh Sir you seem to misunderstand the fact that you brought me here yet your acting like you didn’t. You act like we don’t know each other yet we do. Your pretty funny appa” you smiled at him then turned around

Your father was studded by your sudden action. You walked out of the autorium and into the lobby you could hear the loud voices saying

“Appa?!  You have a daughter”

“Oh My now that I look at it she does look like his daughter”

You smiled cruelly and walked out of the building all together thinking *I’m not a Ma’am*