Feelings
Be MineYoung Guk walked through the park with the girl that seemed to calm him down. they talked and laughed but she never asked him for personal information or what happened to why he was crying. it was still pouring as they walked slowly not giving a care in the world.
"shouldn't you cover yourself more then me with your umbrella?" youn guk smiled
"I'm fine" she smiled
they continued talking and smiling till Young Guk saw you with Hoya holding hands and smiling. *~~~~* memories came spilling back from what happened. the girl looked at him in confusion as to why they stopped walking.
"~~~~" young guk mumbled
she looked straight to see you smiling.
"Is she the reason you were crying?" the girl asked
slowly Young Guk nodded. she frowned but then smiled again. * she caused him pain, i want to heal him* was the thought in her head
young guk tighten his fist as he saw you kissing Hoya on the lips then broke out smiling. *she should be doing that with me* he thought
the girl watched as she saw youn guk in pain. she wanted to heal him to make him feel cared for without hurting him.
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you turned your head to see young guk and a girl staring at you. you stopped smiling and lightly pushed Hoya away. * I did it Again* you cried in your head
you were went to walk over to young guk but he gave you a glare and ran away. * i don't want to lose him* you thought
"Young Guk!" you shouted
"you better make him happy" you stopped as you saw the girl talking to you
she started to cry while looking at you.
"you better make him happy" she repeated more harshly
"what do you mean?" you asked
"As His Younger Sister i Command you to make him feel better to make him happy" your eyes widened *that Young Guk's sister*
"go after him" she mumbled
you stood there stunned
"GO AFTER HIM!!!!" she then shouted
you looked at Hoya who understood your situation. you kicked off your shoes and started to run in the same direction as young guk. *i don't want to lose you Young Guk, I want you to stay by myside, i know i hurt you so many times i know that i made you hate me i now know that you loved me.... Chunsa I know now what love is* you broke out into a smile and started to run faster into the rain. Young Guk ran without even stopping to catch his breathe. * ~~~~ I love you!* he kept on repeating. he truthfully didn't want to lose you nor did your father or infinite but he wanted you more then them combined. he wanted to hold you and escape with you he wanted to teach you about the world and make you smile. he wanted to help you find your mother.
"Young GUK!!!!!!" you shouted again and again
you finally saw him as he stopped right across the street. you stopped when you got to the edge of the sidewalk while Young GUk stopped on the otherside with his back facing you.
"Young Guk!!!!" you shouted again all wet with rain.
"what?!" he snapped
"I'm soooo sorry" you said
"you didn't do anything wr-"
"Yes I did! i caused you to hurt Young guk" you shouted back
"just leave go back with your boyfriend" Young Guk snapped
slowly you placed your barefeet on the street not looking if cars were coming. you started to walk slowly and started to laugh.
"The funny thing is, I just met your younger sister Young Guk and she told me that i have to make you feel better. hahaha life sure does i mean look at this." you were still laughing and walking slowly with your hands behind your back. "isn't this like the book you told me about when we were in the basement, what was it called again? oh yeah Be Mine , the girl confessed to the boy right in the rain saying I LOVE YOU right in the street just like this..... you never did tell me the ending to that story" you laughed you were now in the middle of the street.
"they fell in love" young guk shouted
"That's the ending? wow" you looked up at the sky "well i could say a lot of things to you young guk with some many simple words just like how the girl did in the book when she made her confession, your funny, sweet, harsh, bossy, caring, a big brother , and an awesome body guard. But there is a 8 letter word that I'm dying to tell you" you sang
"and what's that?" he asked
"I LOVE YOU!" you shouted
young guk turned around with a smile on his face but instantly became a frown when you were lying in your own pool of blood.
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i could have ended it with this but decieded not to because you guys would not like me.... so i'm going to do about 2 more chapters i think and see where that gets me. i was going to make you fall in love with all of the memebers of Infifinite but this instantly became a love story with you and Young Guk
-_-" so i'm goign to end it with you guys together yay. I hope you like my story and end up reading my next one :)
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