You were back in your big old’ lifeless room. Just like before you were sitting in your chair like a doll only this time you were waiting for your father to angrily walk in to your room and so he did.

“What was the meaning of that?”he asked angrily he angrily came walking in front of you.

Young Guk came following behind him trying to calm him down. You sat there with your doll face confused.

“The meaning of what?”you pouted

You laughed then smiled.

“Don’t give me that cute look ~~~~, I can’t believe you would do that to me!”he shouted

You flinched when he screamed. Truthfully you hated when you dad screamed at you it made you feel like he gave up on you completely.

“Do I embarrass you appa?”You asked

Your father stood silent he calmed down but his anger was still there. 

“Yes”he finally spoke

The answer shocked you but you knew this day would come.

“I’m keeping you a secret because you embarrasses me, I’m sorry if that hurts you but you make me upset. The way you remind me of your mother. You were both sweet loving girls that didn’t know what to do. I miss her so much that just seeing you make’s me upset that I let her go. ~~~~ I hate seeing your face because of the way I feel”he shouted

Tears ran down your face but you were shocked at his answer.

“Appa?”you whispered

“But the funny thing is I still love you ~~~~ I really do”he whispered

Young Guk stood there surprised as well.

“I think you should leave” you said wiping your tear away

“~-“

Before he could finish saying your name you got up from your chair and pointed to the door with your face red.

“Out!”you said sternly

You father gave you one last look then left leaving you collapsed on the floor crying.

“I can’t believe he actually said that to you”young Guk looked at you

“I can’t stay here anymore”you mumbled out of the blue

“~~~~ you have to stay”

You shook your head wiping your tears away but a new set came down quickly. Slowly you got up from your floor and walked over to your closet and grabbed 2 suitcases.

“What are you doing?” young Guk asked as he watched you set the suitcases on the bed.

“What does it look like I’m doing?” you laughed

“You have to stay here” young Guk spoke softly

When you finished putting your suitcases down you let your hands drop by your side. You bent your down in shame.

“Why?”you whispered

“Because-“

“There is nothing for me here, Young Guk you even saw what just happened. You want me to stay in a basement living like a doll with someone who doesn’t even care about me?”you shouted

You looked at him with more tears coming down.

“No, I don’t want you to stay here for that man, ~~~~ you can stay here for me, I want you here”the words were with love

You walked over to him and tightly hugged him. You wrapped your arms around his waist with your head perfectly on his chest. Young Guk was shocked at first but then began hugging you as well. After a few minutes you let go of him.

“Your right I should stay, not for him but for you”you wiped your tears away with the back of your right hand and placed your left hand behind you back. You gave a smile to him and he smiled back.

“I’m happy”he laughed

“Hey can I go to sleep? It’s past my bedtime anyway”you laughed as well

“Oh sure goodnight” young Guk rushed out of the room closing the door behind him.

When he left you smiled and started to jump up and down. *I have they keys* you looked at the keys that were in your left hand. *finally I can leave*