Yuri’s POV:
Another big event was coming up so I decided to join together with Sooyoung, Jessica & Tiffany. Before that day, I decided to ask my friends why they don’t like Yunho for me.I was so curious. I don’t know what am I going to feel. Maybe, it would just hurt me so much yet I’m still going to love him. As long as I breathe, as long as the world’s spinning.

*CONVERSATION*

Yuri: Omma, why do you hate Yunho oppa so much?

Sooyoung: Tiffany, answer your unnie’s question.

Tiffany: Why me?1 Andwae. Jesicca unnie,say it.

Jessica: What?

Yuri: CAN YOU JUST PLEASE TELL ME?!

Tiffany: It’s because he’s a heartbreaker, playboy & a punk! Unnie, we don’t want you to get hurt! (Tiffany started to cry)

Jessica: It’s a true dongsaeng. You wouldn’t get any good thing from him.

Sooyoung: Yuri~ah. Mianhe~

Yuri:*speechless* (I don’t know what to feel, my teara started to flow & I can hardly breathe)

Sooyoung: Yuri~ are you okay?

Tiffany: We didn’t mean it unnie. Mianhamnida.

Jessica: Yuri please stop crying.

*All of us were already crying. I guess,they’re just caring for me. But, Yunho oppa changed. I knew it.*

The big event came. Almost everybody in the school joined. We were eating so many of instant foods & snacks. Since we had the curfew time, Yunho asked me to talk with him secretly. It lasted for about 20 min. After that, I was getting so nervous. Super nervous. Mrs. Lee called me & said that we shouldn’t come down anymore since we’re sleeping on the 2^nd floor. Everybody was already seeping when the bell rang that signals the curfew time. I can’t sleep.Ohmygosh.This is wrong. Really wrong. -_____________________________-

*3 days later*

Mrs. Lee went inside our room to discuss the new lesson. I thought that everything will be alright. She discussed perfectly but suddenly,

Mrs. Lee: Students, you know that a boy & girl relationship is not allowed in this school right? I have known something I really don’t expect. A couple seems to be so PDA. Tsk.

That same day, I decided to talk with Yunho but not in person of course. I told him that I don’t love him anymore, I know it would hurt him so much hearing all the things I said.

Yuri: Yunho. Just please understand me. We can’t continue what we have. We have to finish this now. Maybe, you’re not really meant for me. Maybe, you’ll find someone else that is written in God’s plan for you.

Yunho: Yuri, Aniyo! Jebal.Jebal. Jebal.Jebal. You know that I can’t leave without you.

Yuri: It’s just for now. Oppa.Please understand.

Yunho: Yuri~ah. Do you still love me?

Yuri: Ani~

Yunho: Yuri, please don’t leave me. I’ll completely change for you. Just don’t leave me. T-T

Yuri: Okay. Yunho oppa, if you won’t permit me to leave you then we have to pretend that nothing’s between us. I don’t want anything to happen.

Yunho: Is that so? Then I’ll do everything just to let the people don’t think anything about us. I so love you Yul.

Yuri: I love you too Yunho oppa.

Yunho: I thought I’m going to lose the girl that I love. I thought i’m going to die. -___-

Yuri: Sorry Yunho. Let'sjust forget it. :)

That day I realized that even me can't leave this kind of relationship. It was super hard pretending  that I don't love him. Only me, Yunho, Teyeon & Leeteuk know what's real. I decided to make an issue about me having a crush on my classmate, Seung ri.He's my ex-crush before. When Yunho knew about this, of course he got mad. It was hard explaining it & I know, i'm really hurting him more. Tsk. I'm such a bad girl. :((( It's so hard to act before that issue dies. -____- At least, I haven't heard now anyone talking about us. It was such a great relief. :) but still, I don't talk to him in person already sice i was afraid that the issue will live again. Me & Seung ri is having a great loveteam though. Atfirst, I thought my feelings for him won't grow yet as time passes by, feelings started to uknow. xD Aigoooo~ Before I forget, I promised Yunho that i'd be loyal. like asdfghjkl~ wew. I can do it! Yuri Hwaiting!

I've done things so good for the past few days &  Yunho was already going well now. We became sweeter with each other as day passes by.  I'm so blessed, super blesses. I thought, everything will be alright now but Yunho became busy with his sports thingy. -_____- Iknow that it's his passion & I can't stop him no matter what & I just decided to support him. He said that he wouldn't have enough time to communicate with me so like, no communication will happen.Okay, I wouldn't be a disturbance or something. :((( Thinking 'bout these things slowly kills me. >:(