Donghae's Pov                                                                                                      

I don’t know how I should act, the way she looked at me with such foreign eyes was worse than getting hit with a thousand bricks. It was suffocating how she remembered everyone else but me. I’m trying to understand her situation but it just breaks my heart to see her laugh with everybody else but look at me with such awkward expression. Maybe I should just give up?

I reached for her hand but she abruptly back away as he brows arched into a frown. I smiled apologetically at her and tucked my hands inside my pocket, embarrassed by the scene. IU and L looked at me with sad expressions, I didn’t want pity I need encouragement, I need love, I need her.

"Um, yoona can I talk to you for a moment?"  IU walked away with yoona i was about to see what they were talking about but L also neede to talk to me. "What's wrong L?" I looked at him then turned back where yoona and IU were talking "You know what i'm talking about!" I was a bit confused about what he was talking about but I got the hint, I think he was trying to tell me to keep going and don't give up.

"You want me to keep going don't you?" I looked down at the floor, L patted me "Don't give up, soon she will..." I was still listening to what he was going to say but we got interuptted by IU saying she was having a problem talking a sense to IU. I was wondering what they were