As soon as the doctor says yes and brings me my clothes, I change into them. A mirror that had hung on the bathroom wall showed me the ‘K’ embedded across my chest and arm. Most likely a permanent reminder.
    But even as I’d stared at it, even as I ran a finger over the marred flesh, I couldn’t believe this had happened to me. It didn’t feel real. I felt as if any moment now, I’d wake up, I’d be in my dorm, still sick. Jonghyun would wake me up, carrying in the medicine he’d gone to get.
    I wouldn’t feel like everything was messed up and wrong, I wouldn’t feel like it would’ve been lucky had I not made it this far. That I was ready to break mentally and emotionally.
    Once the doctor came over to clear me officially, I had to force myself to look and act sane though I wanted to run and scream. Even though I was free, I felt like prey as I walked down the street, feeling like I was being hunted. I kept my head down, and began to run when I felt everyone’s gaze on me. Hunted by who, or what now, I had no clue. Maybe it was all in my head. I didn’t know. I run faster as more people blur by, not sure if I was searching for reality or praying for a dream.

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A/N: Here's the first of the 3 chapters I promised you all, please enjoy and I know its short, but to all you lockets out there, He has a SUPER long ch