I am Here
Unrequited LoveYesung walked into the studio deep in thought. Kyung Mi hasn't contacted him for the past month. When he goes to the cafe, her friend Hana tells him coldly that she's not there, but did not want to tell him where she was. He was supposed to talk to her about MOBIT but Leeteuk suddenly gave him the completed business plan a week ago.
He was thinking what could be the reason why his best friend was nowhere to be found. He does admit he hasn't had much time for her lately. He's been spending most of his free time with Min Jee. He's happy with her and he knows that he loves her; but somehow he can't help but feel that something is missing.
"Yesung-ssi?" The producer called his attention and sat in front of him. "Hye Jin-ssi will be recording later today so we will go through all of your parts first."
"That's fine." He smiled and walked into the booth with the music and lyric sheets. "Can we listen to the guide?"
"Sure."
He put on the headphones and after a few seconds his heart almost stopped. The melody playing was the same song Kyung Mi hummed to him the night he requested his drink to be brought to the dorm. He quickly scanned the sheets in front of him and confirmed that her pseudonym, KLJ was marked as composer/lyricist.
"What?" His eyes widened in shock as the lyrics in the guide started and Kyung Mi's voice flowed out. He didn't even look at the lyrics. He closed his eyes and concentrated on the emotions in her voice as the song played through.
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Do you know
Even in my dream, I don’t have the chance to tell you
During such a long time, you still don’t know
The one who has been beside you all along
Is the one whose name you know not
Do you know
That you cannot even predict
That during sleepless nights, I am in your thoughts
The one whose heart is hurt, alone
Probably that is why it feels like you are drifting away from me
Although we don’t have the courage
I’m not courageous enough to get close to you
I can just wait…
If you feel lonely,
Just turn around and look back
If you are alone now
If you are sad, just turn around and look back
I only recognize you, I only see you
Someone who has been living here
The one who has been standing there, yet perhaps you know not…
Do you know
Even if I cannot realize my mistake this moment
And as your standing there makes me breathless
To me, it is still the precious feeling
Maybe for other people
Love is not something you do alone
But in front of fear, I don’t know why
I am unable to speak, I can only hide…
If you feel lonely
Just turn around and look back
If you are alone, if you are sad
Just turn around and look back
I only recognize you
I only see you, someone who has been living here
The one who has been standing there, yet perhaps you know not…
If you are just like me, please do not hesitate
If you love me, please say it out now
The time we avoided each other
Is gradually passing day by day
The time for us to love each other is decreasing
Now, the hidden feelings and reminiscence we felt
Just say it out
The love we could not speak about
It’s time to confess
Even if I can only listen to the hurtful answer
I will not regret
It is enough, as long as I have loved before
If you feel lonely
If now you are sad and alone
Just turn around and look
There is someone living here who doesn’t speak, but just looks at you
One fool that has been standing there
Perhaps you know not
Because that fool is me…
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'She loves me?'
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