CHAPTER 5

I wanted to approach her too many times but I was just too afraid she’d recognize me but won’t remember who I am.

She’s completely in a different world right now,literally. I was told that she would get warnings but she won’t know why, but she

will and she’ll think that it’s all just going to be a dream. I remember seeing her the first time all well, healthy but it seems that

she’s sad, she wasn’t the same but still it was her. The world she’s currently in is different, it was more chaotic. Everyone around

her was problematic, it’s like everyone was surviving in an after shock of apocalypse. She was able to survive but she wasn’t able

to gain back her own self, she chose to throw away her dreams and started a new. I wanted to help her but I was afraid it’ll just

mess her more up, so i waited.. And waited.. And waited.. For a long long time.

It has been a year and I’ve wasted my time observing, actually more like spying her. It was getting more harder for me to hold

back the urge to hug and kiss her, I miss her, truly. I wanted to be ready and be full of evidence before I would be able to show

her and tell her the truth that where she is, is all a lie. I don’t think it would be easy, it won’t I know, it’ll be hard to trust someone

you barely knew, now. I held back, I controlled my emotions from making me do stuffs instinctively.

It won’t be long, my love, I will be able to hold you in my arms.