2015/February– Eunji

It had been months since that single text message

It wasn't hurt or anger that had come to Eunji when she first read the message. Rather, it was confusion. She didn’t even remember that day properly. If not for Chorong being by side, she didn’t know what she would have done.

Hurt then followed when the reality of that single message hit her. She tried so hard to contact Yongguk, but there was simply no route for conversation. Her calles were blocked, messages not delivered and when she went to visit his apartment,  he had moved out. Even the people in TS Entertainment didn’t know about his whereabouts…or that's what they all said

She was truly broken…and felt like she was in bottom of deep hole. Ff not for her members and friends she probably wouldn’t have been able to function. That made her appreciate her friends even more

It was a good thing that Apink had comeback to prepare for, as it gave her less time to think of him and instead she could focus on the comeback and forget about him even if it was for a while.

But when it was time to sleep, it hit her hard. Sometimes, she would cry herself to sleep and that got her scolding from the make up artist unnies the next day. And sometimes she would just listen to music to drown out her thoughts…and fail miserably

She didn’t know what she had done wrong.. Was it only her wistful th