2015/January Yongguk

He needed to get his together.

No matter what he tried, he reached a dead end.

Times like this, he wished she was here with him.

But he knew that was something really selfish thing to be thinking right now.

Looking at the members that had gathered in his sister's apartment, he couldn’t help but feel guilty towards them.

He was their leader.

He had no time for love right now, not when he was responsible for five other people's lives

So he had to send that message, no matter how it had killed him to do so…he had to be cruel to her for her to move on…

Nonetheless, his eyes drifted to tv where she appeared. This was the only way he got to see her now…

He just wished that this thing would be sorted out fast.

Then he would go to her immediately, and beg her for her forgiveness.. oh, only if was over soon…