Dear Journal,

You might be wondering what happened with me and Junhui after Valentines Day. We had a fight that morning. He woke up and found the text messages i'm exchanging with Seungcheol. Also the phonecalls we've done... he's seen it too. He got mad at me for not thinking about him while all he did was think about me. He says he feels unfair especially when he saw the photo of Seungcheol eating on my phone. He prepared a surprise lunch, yes lunch, and dinner for us for Valentines Day. He told me he had an interview but he said he asked the embassy to push it into a later date because he wanted to surprise me. Turns out his request got granted and so he waited for me.. all day that he fell asleep waiting.

Valentines Day.. a day for the person you love to spend with... I spent with Seungcheol and Seunghan instead of him....

 I made my boyfriend wait like an idiot..

He woke up and scolded me for not waking him up when I returned home. He said I should've eaten with him and spent time.. but I chose not to. At that moment he claims I didn't even think about his feelings.

Not like I don't want to spend time with him, but I feel bad.. he looked tired already and he's so deep in sleep already. Junhui doesn't get much sleep like that due to his work. He seemed like he's finally resting properly and I don't want to ruin t