Dahyun's pov

The bell  rang for lunch and I was awoken from my slumber. It's been 2 mouths since the thing and my feelings have been getting stronger bumpy the day. I walk with Sana I eat with Sana I talk with Sana more freely and my heart formed little jumps when I see her smililng. And today is the day I ask Sana if she would like to go on a date with me. Cheag,Tzuyu and Momo my new friend have been helping me. I am gonna do it after school outside where no one can see or hear it in case I get rejected. The day went by fast and son it was the end of the day I asked Sana to stay after school I got somethin to ask her. When she enterd the room I said. Sana may I ask you somethin. Sure she said looking at me. Sana will you go on a date with me I said tears in my eyes from asking so suddenly. I'm sorry Dahyun I don't feel the same. I really am can we still be friends. She said smiling. Sure I said holding everything back I'm pretty good at it. She walked out the room and walked to the car that always picks her up. As I walked home. I started crying. Stupid stupid when I. The would someone like her like someone like me! I did parkcore and sat on top of a house. I cried and stayed there till dark. Nayeon should be getting here let me go inside and out a note to say I'm sick and stayed at the school dorms. I walked out and ran to my dorm. Of course all of us have dorms but only a few people stay at them. I stayed there and cried. I stopped crying and said. I'm strong I can do this. I asked Sana in the old class rooms and when she got out is was raining so I felt sick and went to sleep. I didn't go to school for a couple days feeling actually sick. After the third day I got up and went to school. I took a shower washed my  cloths and did everything else and walked outside to go to school. As Soon as I walked in I saw Sana. I felt a sharp pain in my heart. It hurt. It really did. Imwalked past her and waved to make it seem I wasn't' hurting but I was. Today me and Sana talked but it hurt to much to see her. See her talk and feel alright after I feel like I'm in hell!!!!! I couldn't take it anymore I've been doing this for days and I can't the one true person I felt something for is gone. I walked to the roof and plugged in some music. Beautiful liar!! Was the song and it was really me. Lair for lying. I walked to the edge and texted everyone.     To Nayeon

I'm srry Nayeon I can't take it anymore I backed away from the edge to text you I love you like a sister and a mother good by the only person who really cared for me! 

To Tzuyu

i am glad you were with me but good bye my friend you were helpful but I gotta end with me.

to Momo

glad you were with me but I gotta kill Myself I thank you for being with me but I gotta go.

to chea 

thank you for being with me form the start. A true friend but I gotta end with myself thank you for being there in my hard times I love you bye. 

I did'nt text Sana