“Guys! Remember that we have to go to the practice room tomorrow  to discuss our concept for the comeback. Also, remember to mind what you say during the recording later otherwise it will leave a bad impression for VIXX.” Hakyeon nagged as soon as the members got in the van.

He was about to continue his reminders to the members until he realised that none of them were really listening to him all the while. Giving up, he turned back to look at the front.

“They must be tired from the constant practices and recordings.” Hakyeon muttered to himself.

When they arrived on set, the members quickly settled themselves down and allowed their stylists to do their work. The members started talking among themselves, without realising that they left Hakyeon out. 

Hakyeon looked at the members enjoying their conversation. He couldn’t help but feel sad to see them having such fun. Often, thoughts wander around his mind. Selfish thoughts. He wonders if he joined their conversation, will they still smile happily? He also often wonders if things will be different if he was never the leader, if he does not have to carry the heavy burden of VIXX, attending more individual schedules than the members and missing out the bonding time the rest of them had.

But all of those were just thoughts. He knew it will never happen. Even without those schedules, he was sure, sure that nothing will change. His personality was what they disliked. That fact will never cha