Why is love the most beautiful thing on the earth but at the same time the worst? Why can you be happy in a millisecond but then suffer in another?

Suffering happiness, that's how Chanyeol would describe it. That's how he experienced his first love.

Byun Baekhyun, the boy with the ocean blue eyes, coal-black hair and a heart which was full of brightness. Aka the love of his life. The one whom he gave his heart to at the first moment he saw him.

Chanyeol smiled, sitting on his balcony as the rain was falling in his face, dripping down from his face to the floor. His hair was already socked in rain but he couldn't care less.

He was breathing in heavily, enjoying how the cold air was wrapping his body, leading him into a moment of chill and relaxation.

Only one week left and you still didn't confess. What a coward.. Do you even deserve Baekhyun?

He sighed as he heard someone opening the immense door to his balcony, turning around and seeing how a pair of blue, shiny eyes were glancing at him.

"Sorry for interrupting Chan but you'll catch a cold. You should come inside." Chanyeol smiled lightly, staring at Baekhyun's face.

Maybe I'm selfish but I love this human being too much to not wanting him for my own. I could never give him away. Never. My heart already belongs to him, can his belong to me too?

"Chan, come inside please. I'm worried." Chanyeol chuckled slightly as he got up heading through the door to his room.

"Hurry! In the shower." Baekhyun shouted as Chanyeol smirked widely, admiring Baekhyun's blushing face. "Okay, I'm going."

Chanyeol could hear Baekhyun giggling as he entered the bathroom with a fast thumping heart. He slowly undressed himself, entering the bathtub as cold water started to fall down his body.

He closed his eyes again, leaning his head on the bathtub as he drifted into his thoughts. Today. It was the day, it had to be day.. The day of his confession. He even planned everything for today so it had to work out. Please.

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Chanyeol couldn't help but admire every little feature on Baekhyun's soft face. He was just too beautiful to be real, too beautiful to be Chanyeol's. -- too beautiful in all possible ways.

The taller smiled, still wearing his bathrobe as he slowly moved his large finger to Baekhyun's porcelain- like skin moving it down and up as Baekhyun was sleeping tightly on Chanyeol's bed.

"I wish your heart would be mine as well." He whispered into his skin as he forced himself to move his finger from Baekhyun's addicting skin.

The electric shocks floating his body immediately vanished and the dazzle inside of him defunct. He sighed as he felt how Baekhyun shrugged, opening his blue eyes slowly before yelping in shock and immediately sitting up.

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't realize, I just fell asleep." Chanyeol's lips curved into a wide smile as he admired Baekhyun's blushing face.

"It's okay. You can continue If you want to but we still have a lot to do today." Baekhyun looked at Chanyeol in confusion. "A lot to do?"

"We'll have a lot fun." Baekhyun's eyes grew wider as he smiled happily, making Chanyeol's heart immediately pound faster. Oh, Baekhyun. What are you doing with me?

"Channie?" Chanyeol woke up from his trance as he looked at Baekhyun again, trying to calm down his fast racing heart. "Your hair looks so fluffy.. Can I touch it?"

Chanyeol couldn't help but laugh at the question as he nodded and bend down for Baekhyun, so that he could run his perfect hand through it. "Wow, it's so fluffy. I love it. Stop styling it always."

"You really like it?" Chanyeol watched how Baekhyun nodded with a dazzling smile as he smiled back, his emotions floating through his veins. "Then I'll never style them again."

Something in Baekhyun's face changed for a millisecond before he smiled again, drifting his sight to the window. "It's still raining. What did you plan for today?"

"You'll see."

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Chanyeol smiled as he held Baekhyun's hand tightly, entering the hall with him while Baekhyun's eyes were covered with a scarf.

"I don't understand why I'm not allowed to look." Baekhyun protested cutely as Chanyeol only chuckled, stopping and breathing out deeply.

"Okay I will remove the scarf now." He led his large hands to the scarf, removing it as Baekhyun opened his eyes slowly, trying to process his surroundings.

Chanyeol bit his lips as Baekhyun's beautiful eyes grew wider and started to shine. He smiled like crazy still staring at Chanyeol's present with wide eyes.

"I thought when the snow won't come this year. I'll just construe something." Baekhyun laughed before wrapping his arms around Chanyeol's chest as the taller had difficulties breathing normally. "Thank you Channie."

Before Chanyeol could say something, Baekhyun grabbed his hand, pulling him towards the snow machine as he let himself fall on the fake snow with a wide smile on his beautiful face.

Chanyeol's heart felt heavy all of sudden. Seeing the love of his life dazzling of happiness, made him happy as well. Your smile is my happiness. He smiled lightly as he stared at Baekhyun.

His blue eyes were shining brightly again as he stared at the white fake sn