Chapter 01

Departure's Boy-friend
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In the past few months, Minseok had mastered the techniques of being a good child, at the age of four. In the week spent at his uncle’s house, Minseok had doubled his efforts to become even better: He had learned to remain noiseless and eat a reduced amount of food to spare him receiving irritated looks from his aunt.

 

Even now Minseok kept his head hanging low to avoid looking at her as he sat on the backseat of her car with his angelic and brilliant cousin Joonmyeon. His aunt was driving them to their kindergarten; it would be their first day at a school. Everyone was fond of Joonmyeon because he was talented, while he was an idiot who did not even know how to tie his shoelaces.

 

Minseok felt hate toward his parents at that moment. They were supposed to be dropping him off at school; they were supposed to give him their blessings on his first day. But, sadly, his sister was going to be born on this very day, and his parents had to go to a hospital (his uncle had informed him before leaving for work).

 

Minseok felt hate toward his sister, too. Ever since she had gotten inside his mother’s stomach (he still wondered from where and how she got in there), she had and has been getting all of his parents’ attention. Every day and every night, in every discussion, she would come up. They had decided on a name for her: Minseo. And for the reason that her name was similar to his, he hated her more. It felt like she was replacing him — everywhere.

 

His mother’s belly had grown bigger and bigger as time passed. The last time he had seen it, it was like a huge balloon. His mother and father would talk to the belly sometimes, which had given him the impression that they had gone mad. Belly never responded to them, so why chat with it?

 

His mother had taken him along to shop for tiny clothes and soft toys. She had asked for his opinion on them; he had said (and thought) that they were cute. And that was precisely when fear had settled inside him: What if his parents forgot him because of his sister? What if, because of this new baby, they would not love him anymore? Were they investing so much of their time on this baby, his sister, because they did not want him any longer? He had attempted at becoming the perfect child — not whining and annoying them, obeying them, eating all his vegetables, reading ABC, cleaning up all mess after playing, etc. — but why did they want his sister still? Were his efforts not enough? Was he not enough for them?

 

His fear had only solidified when, seven days ago, his mother had told him th

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MochiJiminJams
#1
Chapter 28: I might not be crying physically but it feels as though I'm crying inside. Tears of happiness, mind you. Although you did not "properly" complete the story, your writing was beautiful and the whole story in it self has gotten me to smile genuinely which has been quite hard for me as of late. it has been difficult for me to really get into a book as it feels like my interest in reading is dispersing, not to my pleasure, but when I read this I felt that feeling of getting lost in a book. Reading this story made me feel as though I was in my own safe haven, I can't thank you enough for writing as much as you did. You might not have fully completed the story but you wrote just enough for me, and possibly others, to truly feel such a comforting and heartening emotion. So, thank you for that, I truly mean it.
anemellie #2
Chapter 28: I'm sad that you didn't have the imsporation to finish this, but I glad we got to know the ending! Take care author-nim! <3
JinjinMarshmallow
#3
Chapter 28: Oh damn reading this i realise there were still a lot things happening, it would have taken too much time for you to write, especially if you dont feel like writing anymore :( but i'm happy i would know what happened instead of being left with a "cliffhanger"
thank you for this !
i can imagine it would have been so sweet, and i got the reference to nymphadora from the previous version of this story ;D
safarisunset #4
Chapter 28: Even though this isn’t “properly” complete, I genuinely appreciate the fact that you wrote this for us, so we wouldn’t be left wondering what happened with the two of them. It seems very much like Jongdae to respect the wishes of Minseok’s parents, even if distancing himself was probably difficult. It also seems very much like him to want to meet Minseok again at the same place where so many memories were made...thank you so much for sharing this! And until next time, take care! <3
anemellie #5
Chapter 27: I'm sad to hear that you lost inspiration :( I guess sometimes life happens. Take care author-nim!
safarisunset #6
Chapter 25: I’m sad to hear that you’ve lost your inspiration to write. Life can get in the way of a lot of things, but I’m hoping that you can take care of yourself and the situations that you’re in in the best way that you can. You have to do what’s best for you, and I wil enjoy reading the next things that you will post. I wish you all the best! <3
JinjinMarshmallow
#7
Chapter 25: ono i was so curious about their development, it's sad hearing the end will be rushed </3
baek_has_chan
#8
Chapter 3: Xiuchen*