i practically pounced on you.

i was in tears and smiling.

and you told me you were okay, with that smile i always loved.

"i love you so much." i whispered.

you smiled wider and kissed me. 

i remembered jongdae, although.

a while ago, he kissed me too.

and after that, he told me he loved me.

my heart began to twist and clench and hurt more.

my heart beats for you both. 

and i cried more.