can you see me, chanyeol?

i sit beside you, everyday.

i'm holding your hand.

i'm watching your lips move in the slightest to breathe.

i'm holding back a cry, and a lump rises in my throat.

i'm waiting silently.

waiting for your eyes to open again.

waiting for you to hold my hand back.

waiting for you to smile that smile at me again.

waiting. 

but is there any reason to hope anymore?