Jessica POV

after spending a week at Singapore for leisuring, shopping and sightseeing, Taeyeon brought me to spend another week at New York now. 

she is well-planned for the honeymoon, and i like anywhere she bring me as long as she's with me.

speaking of her, im now just staring at her face as she played a game on her phone.

we're at the cafe waiting for our orders. 

Taeyeon, the more i stare at her, the more im attracted to her. she is so damn good looking in my eyes.

her pretty nose, her loving eyes, her sweet eyebrowd, her flawless skin, her smooth long hair, and my favorite is her perfect sharp jawline.

i swear, she's the so attractive, alluring, hot and even more gorgeous than i am. oh i am so in love with my wife. 

"aish"

i smiled watching her pouted as she faced a difficulty to complete her level. 

i buried my face on her arm as i inhaled her scent, then i kissed her shoulder and her cheek too before i leaned my head on her shoulder

"stupid game", she mumbled as she locked her phone and put it on table

"tired?", she asked me caringly

i just hummed and let her took my hand for her to hold on her laps

i like this, being close to her has been my favorite thing now. i like to have her body close to me no matter in what position anytime anywhere. 

my dear Taeyeon, the one who give me so much love, i want to grow old with you. i want to be by your side, and be inside your embrace when i stop breathing one day. i just want to hold you forever. im this crazy in love because of you, just you.

"lets take a rest after this alright?", she asked me

"ok", i answered

"here's your orders ma'am, have a good day", the waiter placed our food and drinks before he excused himself politely

"lets eat", Taeyeon said gently so i sat up straight and started to dig in

i can feel Taeyeon stared at me so i turned to look at her

she just smiled at me and tucked my hair behind my ear

"eat well, love", she whispered dearly then patted my head gently 

butterflies flying all over in my stomach and i just nodded my head in return at her

while eating, i glanced at her once in a while

"something's wrong?", she asked when she caught me stole a glance at her

"no", i answered

"you sure?"

"i just, still feel this amazing"

"what?"

"this. we're married. you're my wife now. and we're both in love with each other", i told her

"its amazing Taeyeon ah. to think that im gonna have you all by my side to accompany me for the journey of my life forever", i added

she chuckled and pecked my forehead affectionately

"and you are amazing baby", she said

i smiled widely at her

...

after eating, we went back to the hotel to get some rest first before going out again later

Taeyeon pulled me onto her chest as she backhugging me and rested her chin on my right shoulder when we're inside the elevator

i just rested my back against her calmly and hold her arms

we didnt say anything till we got on our floor and got in to our room

Taeyeon is holding my hand as we walked to the bed, she slumped her body onto the bed and i just laughed as i climbed up on top of her body 

she wrapped her hands on my back as i put my head under her chin and let her hugged me

"shall we take a nap?", she asked

"yeah, thats a good idea", i replied as i yawned. i heard her chuckle and kissed my head

"sleeptight sweetheart", she said

"you too honey", i replied

"hmm"

she my hair sweetly and i just closed my eyes, feeling the warmth that she gave me. 

slowly, her movement became slow and eventually stopped. i only listened to her heartbeat and breathing.

after a minute,i carefully removed myself from her. i grabbed the blanket and pulled it up to cover me and Taeyeon's body as i settled down beside her

"Taeyeon ah, wait a little more. i'll give you my all, i promise", i whispered then kissed her cheek before i snuggled close to her

we havent do it, i mean, what married couple do. its because im not ready and i need to prepare myself first. Taeyeon understand and she said to just be myself and let loose. she'll wait till im ready for it.