-From Bobby-
ReplacedDear Chanwoo,
Hello, how are you? I only wish for you to be receiving the best things in life. I hope you’re doing well and know that what I said to you that day was purely out of anger and I didn’t mean any single word. Well, as for me, I’m gonna be honest. I feel like . It’s maybe because I’m a person. I am the reason why this whole mess started. My big ing mouth just had to say those things to you. I said that we wouldn’t care if you left us, but look at me now. I’ve been anything but fine lately. Every single thing in the dorm reminds me of you and how I messed everything up. My room reminds me of when you tell me that you would help me clean it up sometime. The living room reminds me of the time I ed up. Even seeing the members remind me of you. It’s like the universe is trying to guilt me for the horrible things I have done.
Do you know what makes this all worse? The fact that Moonbin is nothing like any of us thought. He was sincerely nice the whole time. In fact, without him I don’t think we would have even found you. I know if I apologized a million times, it won’t change anything. It won’t change anything and that’s the only thing I could do. I am pathetic.
But through all of these feelings that I have, I still couldn’t imagine things without you. I really don’t know how things would work when you’re not in it. What is the world without Jung Chanwoo? What is a world without you asking me randomly if I had eaten yet? Or how you always make sure that I don’t take the other members’ joke about me to heart? Please tell me ho
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