“Are you sure you want to come, Hanbin-ah?”

Jinhwan was really worried of their leader. The rest of them, including Hanbin, were all getting ready to get to the hospital and visit their maknae but Hanbin seemed like he was really out of it. It was not questionable though, as he had experienced what has happened yesterday.

Hanbin looked up to the mathyung and nodded at him. “I have to” Hanbin stated to the eldest. Jinhwan placed his hand on top of his leader’s shoulder and looked at him in the eyes. “No, you don’t. You could just rest here and wait for us to come back. I could handle it from here, Hanbin-ah.” Jinhwan said assuring Hanbin, still hoping that he would listen to him.

“Hyung, it’s okay. I’m fine. I need to see him again, even when.. he doesn’t want to.” Hanbin explained, whispering at the last part. Jinhwan frowned at him. If only he could actually make things better for his leader, imagining him going through what Hanbin’s going through is a big task itself, solving the problem would be another thing.

“Then you better prepare yourself. Both on what you will say and how you will react. You know what would probably happen, right Hanbin-ah?” Jinhwan asked in the subtlest way trying not to offend the leader. Hanbin nodded with his face still showing no emotion.

“The worst thing he could ever say has already been said yesterday.” Hanbin explained making Jinhwan’s heart break a little. His words made the eldest realise that what happened yesterday has really broken the leader and he couldn’t get himself to take the risk of him getting worse after seeing Chanwoo.

“Hanbin-ah, I really think you shouldn’t come.” Jinhwan finally forbid Hanbin from seeing the maknae. Hanbin raised his eyebrows and gave Jinhwan an angered facial expression. “No! I will come with you guys whether you like it or not. Don’t try to stop me.” Hanbin exclaimed as he stormed out of the dorm on the way to the van causing Jinhwan and the rest to sigh and follow him to the van.

***

They were all now in front of Chanwoo’s room, too hesitant to even enter. Everyone was too nervous thinking of what to say or react as soon as they open the door, but they all know it would be useless because they would all be too dumbfounded to do what they have planned in their heads.

“I’ll just open it now, okay?” Jinhwan said warning the others. He opened the door without hesitant and could see Chanwoo who immediately turned to look at their direction. After Donghyuk, who was the last one that entered the room, closed the door, no one dared to speak. All there are is a silent stare between Chanwoo and the rest of his hyungs.

“What are you guys doing here?!”

There was an angered and confused tone heard in Chanwoo’s voice. How aggressive he sounded made the other members startled. He sounded really cold, not the playful and cheerful Chanwoo they had known. Jinhwan took a glance at Hanbin to check on him and could see the latter not even facing the maknae. He was facing the wall. Jinhwan shook his head and got himself back together then faced back to the maknae.

“We’re here to see if you’re okay, Chanwoo-ah.” Jinhwan explained calmly. They all could hear Chanwoo scoffed at the eldest which surprised each one of the members. “Well, there you go. I’m okay. You can go now.” Chanwoo shot the eldest back. It was as if every word that came out of his mouth were bullets that were made to hurt his hyungs. They all questioned themselves on how did it manage to get to this point.

“Look, Chanwoo.. We know these last couple of week has been rough, and we’re the one to blame. We want to make things right again. We want our maknae back. Please..” Yunhyeong begged the younger. Chanwoo rolled his eyes.

“You guys have been saying lots of things lately, I don’t know which one to believe honestly.” Chanwoo said as cold as the rest of his sayings ever since they all entered the room. “Chanu-yah, you don’t have to believe anything. Just, let us try and make things right, yeah?” Donghyuk suggested to the maknae calmly. Chanwoo frowned at his bandmate.

“Why should I? Why should I even give you a chance that easily after everything that has happen?”

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