Where Did I Go Wrong?

Suga Kookies

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Things had been good. Great even. They spent so much time together. Wasn't long before he had confessed to the older male. Min Yoongi was a force not to be reckoned with. Blunt and not afraid to call you out. Spitting lyrics like his life depended on it. Min Yoongi was also the man that covered you with a blanket if you accidentally fell asleep on the couch. Did the dishes when everyone finished eating without complaint. The man that always ensured his band-mates were well fed and well rested. Ensuring they were minding their health before his own. The man that had eyes so sharp and full of passion. It was easy to see why Jungkook had fallen hopelessly for his hyung. Somewhere among his awkwardness and shyness and childlike personality the older had also fallen for him.
They spent time together on small but not so obvious dates. They were idols after all. Yoongi would let him sit with him in the studio and help with songs. Sometimes he'd watch the younger dance which would almost always lead to exercises that involved no clothing. They were a lot alike as they were opposites. Yoongi accepted each part of him including his kinks. But then something happened. A shift in the balance. Yoongi became distant. Spending more and more time at the studio. Of course Jungkook knew the older worked hard. After all he was a huge part of producing and composing their songs. However it was never as bad as this. More so it always seemed to be when Jungkook wanted to do something with him or just spend some time. They rarely talked. He did notice the looks Jimin would give him. Almost guilty like. He couldn't understand what he would be guilty about. Maybe he felt bad that the younger was always alone. After all while the others went out he would plan to do something with Yoongi but that plan always failed. He felt lonely a lot these days. Even though he was surrounded by the other members it wasn't the same.

Even though he was surrounded by the other members it wasn't the same

It was a relaxing day. They had time to themselves. It was a perfect chance for him to spend time with Yoongi, his boyfriend. Except that would mean finding him first. He had searched the dorm and he was nowhere to be seen. He presumed the older was back in the studio and decided to go to him. They needed to talk anyway. Jungkook was quite excited to be with his hyung. He missed the simple things of just spending time together. He even brought the older his favourite coffee and a box of lamb skewers. He hummed as he walked into the building swinging the bag with the coffee and food. He smiled and waved at the familiar faces of the people who he worked with and helped guide him. It was noticeable that the maknae was in a happy mood. He reached the studio door in no time. He grinned and knocked gently, "Hyung it's me. I'm coming in." He pulled at the door handle pushing it open. Yoongi usually had headphones in anyway. Still it was always a precaution to announce his entrance, "I brought f-" The bag that held the food slipped from his hand without him realising. Tears pricked at his eyes as he let out a whimper, "H-hyung?" Yoongi wasn't sitting on the chair at his computer like usual. He was on the couch, shirtless and lips connected to Jimin's. Everything clicked. Why he was avoiding him. Why Jimin gave him guilty looks. Yoongi had found someone else, someone much better. He couldn't be mad at Jimin for falling for their hyung nor could he blame Yoongi for falling out of love from him. But it still hurt. He lied. Had been maybe for a while. All this time he said he was at the studio was he really or was he with Jimin. Yoongi and Jimin both looked at him startled. Jimin let out a gasp, "K-Kookie!" Yoongi's face was emotionless. He was always hard to read. Jungkook backed up, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt. I shouldn't have intruded. I'm just going to go. I'll see you back at the dorm." He ran. Ran away from two hyungs he trusted with his life. Two hyungs who he had struggled with feelings over. Yes he had loved them both. How could he not. Jimin was, is a sweetheart. Always taking care of Jungkook. There was always a small part of him that loves the shortest member. It was one of the main reasons he could never hate the two for well what had just happened. It was kind of ironic really. He had been in love with them. Yoongi had won his heart the most but still he struggled with his feelings for Jimin and now there they both were. He had lost them both, to each other. He wouldn't have to choose or struggle anymore. He had lost either way. 
He stumbled back into the dorm. His heart felt like it would burst. He couldn't breathe properly. The others were asking him questions but he couldn't hear. He gained back control when a certain two hyungs swung the door open. Or well Jimin. Yoongi strolled in calmly. Face still portraying absolutely nothing. They were all looking between them, unsure of the situation. Jimin was the one to speak, "K-Kookie I think we need to talk. The three of us." Jungkook nodded. Things would just be even more awkward if he declined. The others decided to go out to eat and let them talk alone. Jungkook sat by himself playing with his sleeves. He knew what was coming but even so he wasn't ready. Jimin sat beside Yoongi nudging him with his arm. Yoongi sighed, "Okay um Jungkook I need to tell you something. I-" Jungkook interrupted, "I already know." Yoongi and Jimin were a little shocked. Yoongi raised an eyebrow, "You do? Still I think you should hear it from us, from me." Jungkook shook his head frantically not caring about the tears falling from his eyes, "Please. I know. I know. You don't have to say it. I don't think I could keep together if you do. I know. I know you don't love me like that anymore. Please." Jimin let out an 'oh' sound. He moved to sit beside Jungkook, "Actually Kookie. I knew deep down that you were in love with not one but both of us. I know it was hard for you and how bad you felt about it. So I went to Yoongi and explained. After observing you he agreed. We've been discussing some things. We've come to realize that we went about it wrong. Not including you being the biggest mistake. What you saw was the first time. Yoongi was seeing if it would work. If he could feel attracted to well me. Kookie we both love so much. We couldn't make you choose. It would be awful. So we came up with an idea. A relationship with the three of us. Equal partners." Jungkook was shocked to say the least. He had been expecting a break up. Not a completely new relationship where he wouldn't have one but two boyfriends to love and be loved by. He looked at Yoongi who had been listening the entire time, "Y-You mean you haven't stopped l-loving me." It was then his facade seemed to break. He pulled the younger into his arms, "Oh my sweet baby boy. I could never stop loving you. What Jimin said was true. I never lied about the studio. I've been working on a mixtape as well as new songs. That's why I've been so busy. Today was the only time. I'm sorry we didn't tell you. We should have. I just thought you'd feel pressured if we confronted you at the same time." Jungkook looked at both hyungs, tears now stopped, "S-So this means-" Yoongi leaned forwards to press his lips to Jungkook's, "I love you baby boy." Jimin tilted his face to his also pressing his lips against the younger's, "And I love you little one." Jungkook was still processing the details. He looked at each hyung before pressing a swift peck to their lips, "I love you too daddy and m-master." Jimin and Yoongi smiled at him. Jimin nudged Yoongi, "I think we should go to bed now. Our baby looks tired. He worked really hard all day in practice." They went to Yoongi and Jungkook's room. Yoongi placed Jungkook in the center before taking the left side. Jimin taking his right. Each placed an arm around the younger's waist. He was curled into Yoongi's chest while Jimin was pressed against his back as they fell asleep.

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Average_gaki #1
Chapter 7: Please make a sequel for this one!
rinshuko
#2
Chapter 8: Why so tragic? But I liked it :)
Can u do something like.... How to say?.... U know that in run and I need you Suga abs jungkook are together (in our minds) and in blood sweat tears suga is with jimin. Can u do something like suga cheating on jungkook with jimin?
xxpanda23xx #3
Chapter 7: Awww this is cute ^-^ Im gonna look forward to part 2. Fighting!
lilibethnielo #4
Chapter 6: Sugakookie is really magical!!!
You used one of my fave sugakookie pic of all time on this chapter!!! waaahhhh!!! so happy!!!
I wish you could make a sequel on this one... they're so cute!!! i'll die shipping this two!!!
I can't wait to read more sugakookie fic from you!!!
rinshuko
#5
Chapter 6: "it was magical " so fluffy
I can't wait for your next AU :)
rinshuko
#6
Chapter 5: Omo... This was so cute. And that gif, I watched it for 3 minutes, they're so cuuuuute. Too much fluff
lilibethnielo #7
Chapter 5: Ahw!!!! I'm dying with the all the fluppyness!!!
The photo and gig you used is soo cute!!!
Who would forget the von voyage rooming ep??!!! it was the best and their v live blog together...
Thank you thank you for this update :)
DaRaNeEz #8
Chapter 5: I really love it. Thank you for this. My favorite Yoongi will always be the "whipped" for the maknae (Kookie) Yoongi..
lilibethnielo #9
Chapter 3: This is really cute!!!
We need more sugakookie!!!!
I really love whipped Yoongi! Yoonkook looks so cute together I'm anticipating your next story...