Hi everyone. Jexter here and I wonder how should I start this...

Sorry for not updating this story for few months...

So basically, I have panic attack few months ago...

Since then, I become insecure at everything...

No idea why, but I start to fear of many things...

Fear of losing my mind...

Fear of losing my memories... lol

Racing heart...

Blurred vision...

I even went for throid check, heart checked and gastroscope.. 

The results are good, doctor said that I'm healthy, so healthy... 

So... I guess it's not about physical but mental? 

Not sure what to do, but I guess I will getting better... 

Really sorry for the wait, I will try to update it when I feel better...

Lastly, thanks for supporting :)