When I woke up, I already see no one sleeping beside me. I guess she’s already gone outside to meet with Eric oppa. I then near a notification sound coming from my phone.

-- He proposed to me today! I said yes! Let’s party tonight :) --

That morning is changing my life tomorrow. Upon seeing this message, tear unconsciously flows from my eyes nonstop. I couldn’t find a word to describe how I really feel or express. I can hear a pang in my heart that it beats so hard. I just sit on the floor the whole morning crying there until I lose conscious.

After that day, I take a hiatus from my career. Company cover everything by saying I have a vocal surgery and need time to recover. No one in Mamamoo know the real story because they don’t dare to ask me because it’s not typical of me to take a long break for something, not even Byul unnie. I simply told her not to worry.

The fact is I need to take a break from everything. I cannot stand against the truth between them. It hurts me so much that I cannot even sing like before. I lose hope. I lose dream. I lose her.

I have a great reflection on my life and what to do next. I decide to break up with Byul unnie because I know it’s the right thing to do -  I cannot keep hurting her like this. I keep apologizing her nonstop while she assures me that she is ok and she understands my reason too. After 6 months of hiatus, I come back because Hyejin pleads me and tell me how important I am to the group success, which I hold accountable for. I come back as she pleads. I act strong, and okay while inside, I know I can never get over with this. Only I live with it.

The show must go on.

FLASHFORWARD

After 10 great years, everything is put into a success. Mamamoo was able to continue for the next 3 years with many successes, but at the same time, everyone find their own path and destination. Mainly we say goodbye to each other because Yongsun unnie need to settle down as her parents specially asked to stop the contract, and we find no point to continue with losing one special sound in the team, it’s like losing one part of the harmony. First off, Hyejinie is settling down with Namjoon oppa. They both open a singing academy for young students who want to pursue singing. Afterall, singing is still her passion, and she still be able to do that even if she settle down. Within few years, she already has twin children - both are boys. Next is Moonbyul unnie. She’s now a CEO in MB Entertainment company as a record label. She’s very successful CEO as sh