I was doing my math homework silently at my seat in our classroom. It was perfectly silent until someone decided to drop by.

"Myung--L! Go out with us~" Woohyun nudged at me. Having fear of seeing his aegyo once more, I agreed. 

While walking, I saw men with women. Tch. Women, what use are they anyway? They only up your life and make it more

miserable. They make people hate you for something you NEVER did. Women are useless. I can't believe men actually like

them...

 

*flashback*

I was dragged into some party I never really intended to go to. But since I didn't want to disappoint my parents by my selfish

action, I decided to just go, when I didn't actually give a . 

I sighed. As my family and I reached the house where the party was being held, I stood outside the door dumbfounded. 

"Whoa.." I muttered. 

The place was much bigger than ours, like, maybe 2-3 times bigger? I don't know. It looked like a mansion of some sort. It was

just right beside a road.

"Yo, why're you just standing there?" my older brother, Moonsoo, chuckled. I shot him a glare and he dragged me inside the

house, our parents walking ahead of us. 

When we entered, I immediately was astonished. 

"This place is..humongous.." my eyes scanned every single detail of the whole place. Chandeliers made of crystals were hung

upon the ceiling, making them shine as the light shone upon them. Marvelous paintings that somewhat looked like it was painted

by Michael Angelo, were also pasted against the walls, which were painted with baby blue and white, making them look very

royal. There were a lot of rooms, too. "Probably for guests and other stuff." I thought. There were also around 3-5 floors in the

building, which made it more astonishing. And! There were a LOT of people. The party must have been held by someone

popular, I suppose. 

"Yah, don't just stand there! You look awful standing there, seriously." and now Moonsoo was laughing harder than before.

Everyone stopped to look at me. A sympathetic smile was plastered on my face and I bowed as I walked over to Moonsoo.

Everyone went back to their own business. 

"Hyung, you just embarrassed me. Don't you dare do that again." I gave him the deadliest of my glares. I mean, sure I'm popular

in school but embarrassing me in front of a crowd isn't cool at all. 

"Okay~ mianhae.." he grinned. 

I rolled my eyes and went over to the punch station to get me some punch until I felt that someone was clinging onto me. 

"Myungsoo oppa!" a girl who sounded like my age exclaimed. Uck that high pitch voice.. I turned around to look at her with my

usual poker face which eventually turned into a frown. 

"You.." I muttered. 

"Oppa, don't you like me? I like oppa a lot, why doesn't oppa like me?" the girl, who was Go Woori, pouted. Ugh, she is so not

cute with that pout. 

"Um no, because you're too obsessive and clingy. Go away." I hissed. 

"No oppa! Admit it, you like me! We could do 'it' tonight oppa~" she cooed in a seductive voice. 

I quickly grabbed her wrist and harshly dragged her outside the house. 

What I never knew, my brother was following me... 

"Don't you already realize? How many times must I tell you, I don't like you, and I never will! Get over it, please! And stop

fantasizing that we're actually doing 'it', because we never will!" I snapped at her. 

She started crying dramatically. Oh please, I won't fall for it.

"Ha, good for her." I snickered. 

She then slapped me, hard. I had my palm against the cheek which she had just slapped. It was burning. She sure slaps hard. 

"Myungsoo oppa, I've liked you ever since we first met! I thought you liked me back because you were always so nice to me! I-I 

thought.." she cried harder. God, can't she just stop whining. 

"Lookey here miss Oh-I-love-you-so-much-Kim-Myungsoo, first of all, I was very nice to you because I thought we would become

great friends. Until that day you turned your back on me, I don't dare, and don't want to talk to you again! You do realize you're

very cocky, yes? Do you know what impact you've left to me?! You make me feel so sick, Woori. Could you just get off my face,

'cause I don't.want.to.see.you.!" she slapped me again and cried harder. 

"I hate you Kim Myungsoo!!! I hate you I hate you I HATE YOU!! OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER!!" she slammed her hand against a

tree, really hard. Her hand was bleeding, but she didn't care. 

"WHO WAS THE ONE WHO BROKE OUR FRIENDSHIP, WOORI. WAS IT ME?! NO! IT WAS YOU, YOU MOTHERING

!! YOU DID IT, I DID NOTHING. ALL THE TIMES I'VE BEEN SO GOOD TO YOU, WHAT DO I GET? HURT. DON'T YOU

UNDERSTAND. NOW ING GO AWAY GO WOORI." I yelled really loud. 

This girl really knows how to make me angry. I'm a really patient guy but once you get me pissed, oh you wouldn't be able to

imagine what'd happen next. 

"Could you guys stop?! Please! No more fighting!" a familiar voice said. 

Me and Woori both turned to see who it was. Moonsoo. 

"DON'T GET YOURSELF INVOLVED IN THIS, MOONSOO!!!" Woori was getting ready to slap me again until Moonsoo took hold

of her hand which made her stop. 

"LET GO!! THIS DESERVES ANOTHER SLAP." 

She pushed Moonsoo so hard that he fell onto the road just beside us, coincidentally, a car was dashing at a really high speed,

causing it to have a huge impact on Moonsoo. Moonsoo almost went flying. 

"Woori! WHAT.THE DID YOU JUST DO. ARE YOU TRYING TO GET MY BROTHER KILLED?!" I immediately called for an

ambulance to arrive at where we were as soon as possible. 

I rushed over to Moonsoo and held him. 

"Hyung, don't die..please.." my gaze softened. 

Apparently, the people inside the building heard the crash. 

"MOONSOO!!!" both my parents screamed. They rushed down to Moonsoo and held him as well. 

"You..!" my mother glared and pointed at me. 

"You did this didn't you?! You were so jealous of your brother that you made a car crash onto him. I can't believe you Kim

Myungsoo!" she slapped me. 

"But mom! It wasn't me! It was Woori! She pushed Moonsoo and tried to slap me!" I tried to explain. Woori was on the other side,

crying her oh-so-fake tears. 

"Mrs. Kim, I witnessed everything! Your own son pushed his brother in jealousy and a car went down crashing on to him!" She

believed Woori. Mom why are you so stupid. Why wouldn't you trust your own son?! 

"Kim Myungsoo, I never want to see you again. Get.out. Pack your things and leave the house. NOW." I couldn't disobey. 

I immediately ran to our house and packed everything I owned, including all of my money. Why doesn't she believe me? It was

Woori for goodness sake! Now everyone hated me, for something I didn't do, for something I never was guilty of doing. Even my

own parents hate me. Taking one last look at my home, I sighed in sadness and went on my own way in looking for a place

where I could stay.

*end of flashback*

Ever since that event happened, I have always despised women. I see them as immature beings. Until someone proves me

wrong, I won't change my view on women.

I know, I was jealous of my brother, everybody loved him more. He was more good looking than me, He was smarter than me, he

always was 1st, and I was just a 2nd. Everybody liked him more than me. Their attention was placed on him and not on me. 

But I love him too, we had a close bond! I would never do that to him! I LOVE MY BROTHER! 

Ever since then only Infinite accepted me that day. Since then I changed to being cruel. I changed my name to L, I didn't want

anyone to remember my bad reputation.

"YAH! HYUNG ARE YOU JUST GOING TO STAND THERE AND LOOK INTO SPACE? I MEAN IT WOULD BE ACCEPTABLE IF

THERE WERE THOSE STARS WHICH ARE SO SPARKLY AND FABULOUS AND SO GLITTERY---" Sungjong was cut

"What the maknae meant is hurry up before a bird poops on your pretty face!! Ppali!!" Sunggyu hyung said. 

I quickly followed them and we went to the park.

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A/N:

Cazia: Well looky here~ the first chapter! And ZOMBIE GEEEEE 4 subscribers?! ;-; *creys tears of joy* omg thank you <33 How's this chapter? Honestly I feel like there's something lacking but but it's already too long so~ ehehe.. 

Erika: 1st chapter's up! Cazia worked hard on this, anytime soon she'll a novel writer, izz so looooooooooooonnnnnggggg~ anyways, Myungsoo's past is sad huh? let me cry with you Myungsoo~ Thank you for the subscribers, I RUVS CHU ALL~<3