Hey guys, I'm back!  Just to warn you there is some strong language in this chapter. Hope you're enjoying the story so far ^_^

You woke to the sound of draws forcefully closing and opening

Jisoo: “Uhhh where is it, its fine I’ve found it she yelled so that the others could hear her”

You: “Jisoo-ah you’re so loud” you said rolling over and covering your head from the white sun that had just risen

D.A: “Why are you still sleeping huh?” she said as she chucked a pillow

You stuck your tongue out at her and grabbed the pillow which she’d just thrown using it to further rest your head

D.A: “Wake up” she said as she pulled the duvet from you

You: “Arasooo” you said wiping your eyes before playfully growling at her

'In the van'

Manager Yuk: “Have you three packed”

All: “Nae”

Manager Yuk: “Ok straight after recording Manager Han will pick you up”

Siyoung: “Do you want us to bring you anything back if we can?”

Manager Yuk: “If you can, on the way back can you lose Dao at the airport that would be great!” he laughed

D.A: “You know what guys just do it, if it means not having to smell Oppas’ coffee breath again I’m all for it” you all laughed at Dao’s reply.

 Jisoo, Siyoung and Dao were all going to Japan to film for a radio show, you were a bit worried as not only did Jisoo hate going on planes but the one person who usually calmed her down, Mira, wasn’t going with her this time which worsened her anxiety.

 You went back to the studio once again, this time to listen to samples for the title track

'In the studio'

Teddy: “How are you guys?”

All: “Good”

Teddy: “Good”

Teddy: “Ok we’ll go over a few samples and then go on from there”

'1 hour into session'

Jisoo: “No this one is softer its way nicer”

Hayun: “We don’t want to bore our fans we want something that they could still dance to at least”

You: “Yeah but it defies the whole point of Soul and R&B which is meant to be calmer”

Finally you made a compromise with a slow chorus but nice medium build-ups’ and verses throughout

Teddy: “Mira you’ll start off first”

Once Jisoo Dao and Siyoung and finished they immediately left to go to the airport.

You & Hayun: “Bye”

Mira: “Have a safe trip” she said whilst she hugged Jisoo

Effortlessly everyone had succeeded in recording first time, but when you came to record your voice was less than adequate.

Teddy: “Try again”

You:  🎵 Can we start aga- *crack*🎵 

Teddy: “Again”

You: 🎵Can we start again~ you an- *crack*🎵 

You tried and tried but your voice was laced with yesterdays alcohol and you just couldn’t reach your usual notes.

Teddy: “Have you got anything else planned today?”

You: “Nae I’ve got a photo shoot at 12:00”

Teddy: “Oh ok I was hoping we could continue cause  I wanted to finish the track but come to me first thing tomorrow and we’ll continue ok” he gave you a reassuring smile

You: “Nae” you nodded as you existed the booth

Teddy: “Rest your voice ok”

All: “Bye” you all said as you bowed and left the Black Label studio

Mira: “Here” she said giving you a throat soother

Youu: “Gumawo Unnie”

You: “I’m going to go down to the dance studio”

Hayun: “Why?”

You: “Just to practice”

Hayun: “For what?” she asked as you began to turn the corner

You shrugged “I just feel like dancing” you laughed

You pressed play on the sound system and began dancing to everything that came up, here you were in your element where pitch and tone wasn’t an issue. Dance was something that came to you effortlessly.  

*Ring**Ring* your session was cut short when your Manager Yuk called you saying he was outside ready to go to the shoot

You ran out and got in the van

Manager Yuk: “Hey “

You: “Hi”

*Ring* *Ring*

You dug in your bag for your phone which you had completely disregarded the whole day until now when you heard that familiar ringtone.

Bobby: “Y/N!!!!” a toothy smiled devious looking Bobby yelled purposefully as he knew you weren’t in your best of states today

There was a pause as you just stared at him and him at you, you could see he was refraining from laughing at the emotionless statue your face had become.

You: “What do you want Jiwon” you bluntly replied

Bobby; “Whoa using my Korean name, ok” he said a little taken back considering you both found it more comfortable to use your US names when talking to eachother “I was just calling to check on my dear friend-“

You: “Ha you’re funny”

Bobby: “No but seriously how are you, feeling any better?” he said in a more serious concerned tone

You: “Yeah but we were recording today for the title track and umm let’s just say that it was worse than yesterday’s recording”

Bobby: “Who were you with?”

You: “Teddy Sunbaenim”

Bobby: “Its fine then he loves you guys”

You: “Yeah I guess” you replied still a little disappointed as it was your fault that the track couldn’t be completed today.

Bobby: “You should be more worried about Hayi next time you see her”

You: “What are you talking about?” you said as you popped up your phone and ate sum food as you drove to the shoot

Bobby: “Well…”

He began telling you about what happened when you were all in the car and how you were so out of it that a car almost crashed into you guys but luckily it stopped just in time. And also how you almost started talking about Dao and Minho and their situation and how she felt about it, but luckily Hayi stopped you.

You: “… so I didn’t say anything”

Bobby: “No don’t worry”

You: “Anything else”

Bobby: “Nothing big, but when we came to get you to take you back to your  dorm you seemed very cozy with Seventeens’ S.coups”

You: “WHATTT!!”

Bobby: “What?”  He laughed “Anything you want to tell me?”

You: “I should be asking you that, what was he doing there and why was I with him?”

Bobby: “He and Zico came together”

You: “As if, there not even friends” you said in disbelief and shocked

Bobby: “Clearly they are, and so are you two, I have no idea what you were talking about but you seemed close, I guess the after part really brought you close”

Manager Yuk: “Were pulling up”

You: “I have to go I’ll call you back”

Bobby: “Bye” he chuckled

You: “Bye” you replied still annoyed about everything that had happened and everything that you couldn’t remember

Manager Yuk: “Fun night yesterday then” he said nudging you with his elbow as he parked the van

Manager Yuk: “Don’t worry I won’t say anything to the girls” he laughed

You: “Thanks Oppa”

 

You: “Annayeonghaseyo” you bowed to the crew as you entered the building, one of them guided you and your manager to you dressing room where they got you ready for your shoot

Crew member: “Frist were shooting inside the studio then were going to a park nearby to film”

You: “Ok”

Your outfit was: Stone washed skinny jeans and a Coca-Cola cropped t-shirt and a choker, your hair was tied up in a loose pony tail

You came out and saw that Vernon was already there waiting

“Yo, yo,yo” you said as you gave him a hug

Vernon was dressed similarly to you expected his jeans were ripped and his top was baggy

Vernon: “Hey, how are you doing?”

You: “Tired, but good”

Photographer: “Ok you two ready?”

The photographer signalled for the both of you to go up to the white back drop where you began to pose for the camera as you both held a bottle of coke.

Photographer: “Ok good now drink some as you face each other”

You took a big gulp and then faced each other like the photographer said

For some reason you felt the urge to laugh right at that moment and Vernon saw which made him want to laugh as well you both held it in as you didn’t want to spew coke all over eachother

Photographer: “Ok we’ve got good shots” he said as he could see that at any moment one of you was going to give way and spit out the coke.

You shot various shots some included light skin ship whilst others were very playful and fun

Photographer: “Ok that was great, we can head of to the park now”

You packed up your stuff and took the van along with your stylist Unnies to the park

As you opened the van and stepped out you noticed that this wasn’t the type of park you were expecting

You: English “Did we turn the wrong way or something” You asked Vernon as he to stepped out of his van

Vernon: English “I don’t know but were going to be freezing, who films in a water park in the October, in Australia maybe yeah, but in Korea!!”

Manager Yuk: “Come on you two it up”

They  done your hair and put it in a loose bun this time with very simplistic make up

Min Unnie: "This is you outfit"

You saw the small lifeguard shorts and crop top and tensed up thinking about how cold you were going to get

You and Vernon booth walked out in long fluffy coats in order to keep you warm and saw a bunch of the cast in the water

The director gave you a brief of what was happening, you two were life guards and one of the little boys is drowning in the water, you two both go in and try to save him. You bring him up and see he isn’t responding, you look at each other nod and Vernon runs to go get a bottle of coke from the vending machine you give it to the boy who is still passed out and he wakes up and everyone cheers.

Director: “Got it” he smiled at both of you putting up an ok sign

You guys burst out laughing at the story line

You: “Nae”

Vernon: “Nae”

Director: “Good, lets go”

Some scenes were done in one try whilst others took over ten times to get right.

You: “Just look at me, without laughing, nod and then run to get the coke.”

Vernon: “I’m trying but your face is so serious during the scene it hilarious”

The last scene was you two and the little boy being lifted up by the crowd and cheered for, as music played in the background.

Director: “And cut, well done everyone”

You: “Kamsahminda” you said bowing to everyone as you all cleared up.

Vernon: “Bye”

You: “Bye you waved” as you got in your van

You: “IIII amm so..ooo c..cc.c old” you said as you reached for the air con to warm up the van

Manager Yuk: “I know,I felt so bad for all of you”

You: “At least the swimming pool was heated”

Manager Yuk: “Haha yeah”

*Ring*Ring*Ring*Ring

You: “Unnie annyeong” you said as you set it to face time

Joy: “Hey I was just calling because Lisa and Jennie are having a girls night thing and Momo and I are going we were wondering if you were coming as well”

You looked to your manager

Manager Yuk: “You don’t have anything else today”

You: “Ok yh”

Joy: “Ok I’ll see you there”

You: “See ya”

Joy: “Love you”

You: “Love you to” you mimicked and jokingly winked before hanging up

Manager Yuk: “It’s good you have close friends other than your members”

Manager Yuk: "And I'm glad that you're feeling more comfortable now in Korea"

You: "Yh, I remember when we first debuted I was scared no-one would like or accept a foreigner expecially not the idols already in the industry"

Manager Yuk: "See I told you that it would work out fine"

You: "Gumawo" you cutely replied

You got to your dorm still very tired, but started packing some stuff to go to Jennie and Lisa's

Mira: “When are you going”

You: “In an hours’ time” You said as you slouched on the couch and dumped your bag next to you

You: "When are they coming back" you asked Hayun referring to your members

Hayun: "On the weekend I think” she said as she laid her head on your lap and scrolled through youtube videos on the laptop you had all bought as a group

You: "Jisoo is going to be so worried remember last time we flew out"

Both: "Wheres Mira Unnie, I can't fly without Mira unnie”  you both mimicked her exact  ,worried on the verge of crying, tone

You: "And then where was she"

Hayun: “Buying bagels for all of us with Siyoung unnie”

You: “Aww are Jisoo is so cute" you said picking up your phone to check any notifications you might have missed throughout the day

On the lock screen you saw an unmissable collection of missed calls,voice mails and messages all from Habin

“What?” you whispered confused

Hayun: “Huh” she said wondering what you were looking at

You showed Hayun and Mira you lockscreen which had been bombarded with messages

Mira: “Did you call him yesterday or something”

You: “Yeah but only cause he wasn’t answering Minho,Bobby oppa or Hayi Unnies phones”

Hayun: “What and you only checked your phone now”

You: “Well no the only time I’ve gone on it is when people have called me, as soon as the calls were over I locked the screen or put it straight in my bag

Hayun: “Just call him back”

*Ring* ring

You: “Its calling”

B.I: “I think you’re a day too late” you hear him say on the other end

You: “Hi to you to moody”

B.I: “I was calling you all of yesterday night where the hell were you?” he asked bluntly and gradually raising his voice

You: “What?” “Why are you getting annoyed at me you were the one who didn’t answer my call to begin with” you raised your voice causing Hayun to move from your lap and sit upp next to you instead.

B.I: “I didn’t answer cause I was busy”

You: “What with Jihyo?”

B.I: “Look I don’t need to be there to answer every time you want to call me ok!”

You: “I never said you did we just found it strange how you weren’t picking up any of our calls”

B.I: “We, who’s we?”

You: “Minho, Bobby Hayi Even ignored Hayi”

B.I: “And what!”

You: “What the hell, Why are you getting all pissy for no reason” you said raising your voice confused as to why he was acting the way he was

B.I: “I’m not getting pissy Y/N you’re the one that’s being an ignorant little bi-“

You: “ A what go on finish what you were going to say!” he didn’t reply “What’s your problem!”

B.I: “My problem is you didn’t answer me after I called you!”

You: “Look the same you don’t need to answer all of my calls don’t need to answer yours!” 

B.I: “Ughh” he yelled you could his voice rattling in your ear “Why didn’t you call me back straight after you had seen all the voice mails and missed calls then!”

You: “Look I only saw them now, don’t you think that I would have called you as soon as I had seen it!”

B.I: “Bull you’re telling me you haven’t used your phone all day!”

You: “No I’m telling you I only saw it now you idiot!” you were both shouting at this point and Mira and Hayun could clearly here Hanbin’s anger through the other line as well as yours.

You: “Why were you calling me any way!”

B.I: “Cause you called me again, later on in the night”

You: “No I didn’t!”

B.I: “Yes you did!”

B.I: “You were saying that there was some guy tring to take you with him and then Iheard some guys voice”

B.I: “Look Bobby’s already told me you out of it yesterday!”

You: “So knowing full well that I was out of it, why were you shouting at me for no ing reason!”

Mira and Hayun both gasped

B.I: “Did you just swear at me, are you ing serious right now, you’ve been here long enough to know not to cross the line when you’re talking to someone ol-“

You: “Put Bobby on the phone!”

B.I: “What!”

You: “I said PUT BOBBY ON THE PHONE” you said as your breathing became shallower and you were ready to pop off

B.I: “NO!” “You know what next time I won’t bother, what’s the point in even trying to help you!”

You: “I never said I didn’t want your help!”

B.I: “So why are you angry!”

You: “Because you started the conversation of in a bad way, you were annoyed at me knowing full well I didn’t know what I was doing!”

B.I: “YOU STILL DON’T GET IT!” “I was angry because I ING CARE ABOUT YOU Y/N” He began his emotion unable to be tamed by any voice of reason at this point as he let out all that he was thinking.

B.I: “Do you think it was fine for me to listen to you say what you said and just do nothing about it, NO CAUSE I ING CARE, because I COULDN’T DO ANYTHING TO STOP YOU, TO PROTECT FROM SOMETHING BAD HAPPENING TO YOU,  that why I was in a bad mood. When Bobby came back I prayed to god that he had been with you and you don’t know how ing relieved I was to find out that you were fine and safe that he was with you. Is that reason enough as to why I was angry when you called cause I WAS SO ING RELIEVED that you were fine but so ING ANNOYED THAT I CARE ABOUT YOU THAT MUCH that last night I could BARELY SLEEP THINKING ABOUT WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU.

*knock* *knock*

Joy: “Y/n we're here”

You stood still your fingers loosely wrapped around your phone, Mira and Hayun looked at you there faces blank in shock, they heard the whole of it and sat as shocked as you.

You: “Um…Hanbin I have to uhhh I have to go I, I can’t, I ca-”

B.I: “Y/n… Y/n!”

Un-able to carry on you hung up the call and slowly closed your eyes, trying to come to terms with what just happened. You grabbed your bag

Hyaun: “Have fun” she said pulling you into to a warm and needed embrace

Mira: “It’ll be fine, go ok have fun" she said

Momo: “Finally what took you so long?”

You: “I almost forgot my toothbrush but I have it now” you smiled

Momo: “Are you sure” said asked she could see that there was something else you were hiding

You: “Let’s go” you winked at them and headed to the car.