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3 months later... 

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It's him. My first love. My first everything. He's there, so close, but so far.

I can see him from a far. Now, I can touch him in public, not as a manager, but as a fan. 

There are several girls left until it is my turn. I was nervous, it's been a while.

"Annyeong"

He looks at me. 

"How are you"

He looks like he's in disbelief. Is he happy? Is he in shock? I wonder how he's feeling? 

"I'm good, your comeback is great" 

"Thank you for coming"

We gave each other a high five. When our palms are touched, somehow, we held onto each other's hands a little bit. Not too long, not too short either.

"I'm a big fan" 

We then released our hands.

"I know" 

As I moved away from his spot, our eyes are still in awe with each other. I can feel my longing for him. Oh it hurts. 

I then moved to the remain members. They all look surprise but try to keep a straight face at the same time.

"Hey ___" - Junhoe  

But then he slapped his own mouth realizing he shouldn't have said my name. I laughed. He's still the same.

"Do well in school~" - Bobby

"You're still nice" - Chanwoo

"Are you busy these days?" - Donghyuk 

"Never stop supporting us" - Yunhyeong 

"Thank you" - Jinhwan

Thank you, I love all of you. This is good bye, for now. We will