"Ya"

"Wae, Wae, What now?"

"Aren't you enjoying this too much?"

"Hul?"

The devil appears bigger.

"You don't deserve any of this. There are so many people who are hurting because of you, you wrench."

"Excuse me?"

The angel fights back.

"I'm just helping those that I love."

"No sh*."

"Let me be. I love him."

"You act like this lifestyle of yours will last forever. Stop dreaming. He's an idol, you're a common."

"But.. But.."

The angel grew smaller and smaller..

"You don't deserve him. Get lost."

*gasp*

I got up from my nap.

What was that? 

I've been having weird dreams lately. 

But I didn't want to admit it.

I put my hand on my head. I begin to release my frustration by sighing.

*sigh*

"What's wrong?"

It was Chanwoo.

Only Chanwoo, Hanbin and Yunhyeong are here today. The rest of the members are attending the finale of KPOPSTAR. 

You: I had a weird dream.

Chanwoo: Again? 

You: Yea.. 

Chanwoo: Mind telling me what you dreamt of?

You: It's just... I don't know. It's weird. 

Chanwoo looks like he feels bad and helpless. Ah it's not your fault, please..

Chanwoo: Hey, isn't your birthday coming up? 

You: Ah yea.. 

Chanwoo: Let's celebrate it together with the members!

You: It's okay. You guys don't have to. 

The truth is.. Their schedule is packed on my birthday. 

Chanwoo: Mwo?! Why not? You're like a family member to all of us. Except Hanbin-hyung, of course *laugh*

I smiled. 

These days, I've been having a hard time regarding managing them. 

Chanwoo: Don't be so sad ok? I'll do something for you.

And, oh yea, the test result came out today.

Chanwoo: And of course, ___-ah, congratulation on passing!

I thanked him and we hugged. The moment we touched each other's back, my tears started to fall down. 

Chanwoo: Wae??! What did I do?? Omo HANBIN I DIDN'T DO THIS!! 

Hanbin rushed out of his room and saw me crying.

Hanbin: Ya Jung Chanwoo you're dead meat!

Chanwoo: I swear I didn't make ___ cry! She just cried all of a sudden!

You: *sulk* It's.. It's because.. 

Hanbin got closer and hugged me. 

Hanbin: Tell me what's wrong... Don't cry..

You: Hanbin.. You know.. I'll be leaving soon..

Hanbin: What?

I burst into tears again. Ahh I'm an idiot. I need to stop really.. But this is just too much. I love this guy so much. I don't want to leave him. I can't imagine spending a day without him by my side. Kim Hanbin, what am I going to do?

The two of them are sitting beside