Notice: ___ is where you insert your name

//YOUR POV//

-1:00pm

I went back to iKON's dorm and took  a nap. I tried so hard to act like I'm ok but I'm seriously not ok. Like what the hell I'm in the headlines now and iKON is about to get their image stained because of me. I didn't even do anything and YG putted his trust in me already this is horrible I feel awful I wanna die! 

I cried a little bit because of guilt, even if it wasn't entirely my fault. I decided to blame myself on every action I had taken.

Maybe I shouldn't have met up with Hara to begin with.

Maybe I should have keep my distance more.

Maybe I shouldn't be too close to the members.

Maybe I shouldn't have taken the strawberry milk to begin with.

Maybe I shouldn't have become iKON's manager to begin with.. 

..

*ring ring*

I looked at my phone

"gen chahn ah?" (are you okay?)

It was Hanbin. My heart soften. It starts to beat faster. It was him.

"yea I'm fine, you saw the headline?"

"of course I did, where are you right now?"

"in your dorm" 

"rest well, don't worry about anything"

"thanks hanbin"

He was nice. Like, really nice. Normally he would tell me to get back and do errands. It really made me tear up a bit. I felt like he care. I felt like someone care. That's when I fully realized, I do love Hanbin so much.

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//HANBIN POV//