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He's not being truthful. Or maybe he is. 

He's not telling me his feelings. Or maybe he is.

What am I to you? Please tell me, Hanbin.

YG: How are you nowadays?

You: I'm doing well. The members always self reflect so I didn't really have to do much. 

YG: You've done a really good job. But it seems like you still have college? 

You: Ugh yes. Not until summer ends. 

YG: That's a shame. Yunhyuk will be back soon but have you thought about auditioning?

You: W-what?! Auditioning? 

YG: Yes, if you're ever interested, since you're so close to all of our staff members and myself included.

You: But.. I can't sing nor dance.

YG: That's what Yunhyeong thought too. But now he's one of the vocalist of iKON.

You:..Thank you for asking.

YG: Well think about it and give it a try if you want.

I bowed to YG and leave his office. 

What the hell. Audition? For what? Singing? Dancing? Rapping? Modeling? Acting? I can't do any of those. Is YG trying to mock me?!

I could just audition right in front of him, seriously. What the hell is YG thinking?

The members came back from their Japan Concert. It has been a tough week for them. I couldn't make it to the concert because I was busy taking care of YG's business. Aish seriously YG has been bossing me around lately. I'm not even his manager! He has his own manager what is he doing! 

You: Must be tiring?

Hanbin nodded.

Hanbin kept on looking to his right. I look toward the direction he was looking and apparently he was staring at a movie scene they're filming. He's like a little kid who just saw something new, how cute. Wait I've never seen a movie filming live before.. I guess I'm not as excited as this guy. 

Yunhyeong: I gave a candy to this little girl earlier~

You: Yes!! I saw! That was really cute!

Junhoe: You might poison her

Yunhyeong: Hey! I made sure that it was edible..

Junhoe: But candies are edible.

Yunhyeong: Then why are you complaining?

Chanwoo: You guys are so..

Junhoe: Shut up Yunhyeong.

Chanwoo: I'm Chanwoo!!

Junhoe: Wow can't tell the difference.

You: *laugh*

I turned to Hanbin and noticed him glancing at me but turned away when I saw. He seems down. What's wrong with him? 

Oh yea should I tell the members about what YG told me?

Maybe I shouldn't. It'll be super awkward. Plus I'm considered old to be a trainee. I mean, I got no talent. If I did have talent then I won't mind auditioning. 

Jinhwan's phone suddenly starts playing "Rhymth Ta".

Jinhwan looked at his phone and then got up and went somewhere else.

I wonder who called him? Seems secretive.

I look at Hanbin and he's still looking at the movie filming. Cute.

You: Hanbin you must be tired, I'll help you with the luggage? 

Hanbin: Nah it's ok.

Ok.... rude.

You: Ughh okay.. Bobby I'll help you out? 

Hanbin: Stop being annoying you don't have to do anything just sit there.

I'll just stay quiet. I'm tired of his moodiness.

Bobby: Hanbin don't be mean to her.

Hanbin: Tsk.

Is he back to his old self? Are we back to square one? This feeling.. it's like the first time we met.

You: No it's my fault. I shouldn't have ask useless things when you guys just got back and worn out!

I forced my smile and forcefully took some small essential stuff the members have and put it on the bus. At least I can do this. 

I did told myself that I should have a break with Hanbin. Maybe I should just stay a fan after all. Maybe he's too good for me. No.. He is too good for me. I'm a manager. I should just stay in my own lane and protect iKON. I don't want to hurt Hanbin.

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Later that night...

You: I'm going to the convenience store~

The members asked me to go buy snack after I aske