“ do you even love me anymore?” she said

There’s a long pause before an answer comes quietly

“I’m sorry” Taeyeon hungs her head down

“is there someone else?”

“No,no! it’s not like that, it’s just… I don’t really know how to describe it, I did love you so much but now I don’t, and there’s really no reason other than that. Maybe I just got tired of loving you. I felt like I was stuck with you, and it started to make me hate you a little. Trust me, I feel awful.”

The only reply is the sound of someone sobbing

“it’s hurts” she says quietly

Taeyeon looked at her

“Pouring your best self into someone and still being their second choice and maybe not even that? It hurts! I can’t do this anymore! I can’t keep holding on like this…. Please Taeyeon let me know. I’ve given you so much of me and honestly no I’m not ready to give up, but I can’t keep hanging on just to see what happens next. You’ve give me the reasons to let go, but at the same time you can make me feel great. You make me feel like maybe you and I are meant to be, maybe we won’t last but I wouldn’t mind trying it out.” She wiped the flowing tears and she walked towards Taeyeon

“I can’t keep holding on if you don’t feel the same though. It’s exhausting”

I’m trying so hard to be okay after I let you go. I am trying so hard not to think of you or to stumble across memories that I don’t want to have anymore. I’m trying so h