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Seunghyun: Seungri?

Seunghyun: why didn’t you go practicing?

Seunghyun: you told me yesterday you could go

Seunghyun: pfft

Jiyong: I called him and he didn’t answer

Seunghyun: why should he answer you

Jiyong: I AM his best bro ofc he would and should answer me

Seunghyun: pfft oh yeaaah?

Youngbae: where did Seunghyun learn that ‘pfft’ word? Daesung?

Daesung: I don’t know

Daesung: I’ve failed as his babysitter

Seunghyun: friendly reminder guys I’m the oldest and your leader

Jiyong: not look like it

Jiyong: I’ll go to his dorm to check if everything is ok

Seunghyun: ME TOO

Jiyong: no

Jiyong: why are you always tailing me?

Seunghyun: you always have Seungri for yourself!

Seunghyun: it’s not fair!

Youngbae: as expected from Daddy Jiyong

Daesung: I know how you feel, Youngbae

Seunghyun: you bastard, which side are you on?

Daesung: Light side

Youngbae: dark side

Daesung: I haven’t watched Star Wars

Youngbae: let’s watch together in my house this weekend?

Daesung: ok!

Jiyong: I’m out

***

<1 Message(s) from Jiyong>

Jiyong: Seungri

Jiyong: are you okay?

Seungri: I’m sorry hyung

Seungri: I really need to be alone right now

Seungri: I’ll explain everything tomorrow… or maybe when I can’t control my face

Seungri: I’m so sorry

Jiyong: okay

Jiyong: just want to make sure you know that I’ll be here

Jiyong: okay?

***

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Please answer me asap

Lee Seungri, I hope you do understand how you make us worried these days. Jiyong Sunbae asked me what happened to you because you looked so… empty in school and rarely went practicing. Your friend Go Hara asked me (she found me on Instagram btw. We’ve been chatting via DM on Instagram quite some time now) because you never called Gwangju anymore and your mom was worried sick. What happen? Are you on drugs? I’ll assume like that and tell your mother so she can ground you forever if you don’t respond to this

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Re: Please answer me asap

The only drug I consume is aspirin if you really want to know.

Okay I’m answering you now. I’m fine! I’ll contact my mom. Thanks

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Re: Please answer me asap

Are you sure you have nothing to tell me? You know I’ll always be here. Your Daddy Jiyong apparently will be there for you too but I ain’t let him steal my friend after what he has done to you

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Re: Please answer me asap

No. I’m okay. Really.

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<1 Message(s) from Youngbae>

Youngbae: holy

Youngbae: what happened?

Jiyong: where is Seungri

Jiyong: I swear to God if he’s missing again I’ll kill that bastard

Youngbae: that bastard is Seungri’s father

Jiyong: still, bastard

Jiyong: how could he, after all this time, come to Seungri and literally embarrass him in front of the whole school saying that he is a rebel son for avoiding him?????

Jiyong: HE IS THE ONE WHO BEAT HIS OWN FAMILY AND CHEATED AND LEFT THEM BECOMING POOR AND

Youngbae: I know. I know

Jiyong: I heard every screams back then Youngbae It was horrible for them to experience it

Jiyong: and he was back for no good

Jiyong: is this why Seungri so distant lately?

Jiyong: I’m so mad at that bastard I’m so mad at how world treats my Seungri

Jiyong: I’ll look for him again. My car is coming.

Jiyong: you better look for him too

Youngbae: you wrote ‘my Seungri’

Youngbae: but now I’ll let that slip because it’s not the right time for daddy jokes

Jiyong: where the is Seungri?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Seunghyun: Seungri?

Seunghyun: I hope you know that everyone is looking for you right now

Seunghyun: guys do you find him?

Daesung: no

Daesung: Seungri

Daesung: Jiyong told us everything. He knew he shouldn’t tell us but we kinda forced him so please don’t be angry

Daesung: we understand you had and even have a hard time

Daesung: We are sorry for that

Daesung but Ri, you know Bigbang is created not only because we want to win competition and

Daesung: we are brothers, Seungri, and brothers don’t leave each other

Daesung: maybe you aren’t ready to tell us or maybe you aren’t ready to face everything yet

Daesung: we understand

Daesung: you also don’t need to pretend that everything is ok because that’s bull we know

Daesung: I just want you to know that we’re always here

Daesung: you don’t need to be embarrassed or down

Daesung: it’s normal for you to be angry.

Daesung: we understand

Seungri: you don’t

Jiyong: SEUNGRI

Jiyong: WHERE THE ARE YOU???????

Seungri: you don’t understand

Seungri: you’ll never understand

Seungri: world is hating me

Seungri: why am I even trying

Seungri: world is definitely hating me from the start

Jiyong: Seungri, don’t.

Jiyong: we’ve talked about this long time ago

Jiyong: please, come home

Seungri: why the did I come back to Seoul

< Seungri left the chat group >

Jiyong:

Jiyong: Seunghyun, do you find him?

Seunghyun: Wait I’ll send the location

Seunghyun: . His phone is dead

Seunghyun: can’t trace him anymore

Seunghyun: but I bet he won’t go too far

Jiyong: thanks Seunghyun

Jiyong: I’ll go now

Daesung: may I ask? Is it that bad to leave Seungri alone?

Youngbae: uhm you see, Daesung

Youngbae: I don’t know how to tell you all

Youngbae: but I think you guys should know…