BIGBANG!

Seunghyun: he is cute

Daesung: me? Thx

Seunghyun: nope

Seunghyun: the one who’s giving speech in podium right now

Seunghyun:  he got the highest score this year right

Seunghyun: cute, smart, what else I can ask

Seunghyun: what’s his name again? Lee Seunggi?

Youngbae: Lee Seungri

Daesung: he looks cocky

Seunghyun: don’t be jealous towards him, my baby Daesungie

Daesung: pls take a note that I have no to give for your gay love story

Seunghyun: yeah because I’ll you instead

Daesung: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seunghyun: anyway Jiyong my best friend

Seunghyun: help me

Jiyong: what

Seunghyun: you are student council’s PR right

Seunghyun: help me to get his number

Jiyong: NO ING NO

Seunghyun: calm with your caps lock can you

Seunghyun: why so angry

Jiyong: you won’t flirt with him

Seunghyun: who are you controlling me

Seunghyun: ah I forgot. You homophobic

Jiyong: urghbskjvcghejasbv no!!!!!!!!

Jiyong: I’m fine with you preference okay????

Jiyong: but you can’t flirt with him

Seunghyun: why

Seunghyun: you like him?

Seunghyun: I thought you were straight af

Jiyong: like Daesung said

Jiyong: he looks cocky

Seunghyun: nice try dude but I'm not buying it

<1 Message(s) from Jiyong>

Jiyong: help me!!!!!!

Youngbae: what

Jiyong: I don’t want Seunghyun preying Seungri okay you know how bastard he is

Jiyong: urgh but seriously what puberty did to him was hella unbelievable

Youngbae: he is hot right

Youngbae: puberty did it right

Jiyong: I can’t believe he is our Seungri

Jiyong: do you remember how big his glasses were

Jiyong: how thin he was

Jiyong: how nerd-looking he was

Jiyong: how introvert and rude he was

Jiyong: but the Seungri I saw earlier…. I almost thought I saw idol from YG Entertainment or something

Jiyong: kinda not surprised if Seunghyun likes him

Jiyong: Seungri is just so his type

Jiyong: but Seunghyun IS bastard and I can’t let him taint Seungri

Jiyong: he thinks dating is a game

Jiyong: just because he is called as God

Jiyong: plus we don’t know if Seungri likes…. Boy… you know

Youngbae: just tell them he is our old friend

Jiyong: NO HE WILL ASK FOR MORE

Jiyong: plus I’ve told you right how Seungri reacted when he saw me before his speech

Jiyong: he only gave me a reallllllyyyyy small smile and didn’t even call me

Jiyong: what the is wrong with him why is he so cocky right now

Jiyong:  Daesung was right

Youngbae: interesting how you somehow dislike the new Seungri

Youngbae: but still want to protect him

Youngbae: Daddy's love is always unconditionally, right?

Jiyong: stop it Youngbae

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<1 Message(s) from Jonghoon>

Jonghoon: how’s Hanyoung?????

Jonghoon: you were giving speech, right? You genius

Seungri: yeah

Jonghoon: well I thought you would be happier than this

Jonghoon: meet them already?

Seungri: yeah kinda

Jonghoon: oookayyyyy I suppose it wasn’t as good as you expected?

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Regret

First of all, Jonghoon, just so you know that you will be so embarrassed if you use this mail address for High School. Seriously.

It’s only one year so I thought everything hasn’t changed. I know you will mock me to say this but I’m really glad you are still the same Choi Jonghoon that I know with your childish mail address and even more childish attitude. One thing that makes you looks different only dem abs and that cute girl you kissed before you meet me. You jerk, how can you get some already??? Junior High School boys these days are so scary! (okay I know I’m actually younger than you)

I entered Hanyoung. I had imagined their reaction when they saw me speeching on podium would be so epic and we would talk and joke and kick each other’s like good ol’ days. But you know what? Everything is different.

I met Jiyong before I went up to speech. He is part of student council now and I was surprised when I saw that badge on his uniform. I swear to God, Jonghoon, I knew Jiyong since I was born and I knew it best that Jiyong really didn’t like such a thing. He is a free soul and he ever told me being student council meant that he should follow school rules and in hell he would join that.

But look at him now, so busy and popular. When I smiled at him and wanted to call his name, he only snorted and continued talking with his HT. He treated me like another annoying freshmen. He looked at me as if we hadn’t met before. I felt so devastated, Jonghoon. Suddenly I felt regretting all of my decision coming back here. I was studying hard, I left my family in Gwangju, I came here all by myself and almost had nowhere to sleep if you didn’t pick me up in the midnight (sorry for the fuss again), I gained all my courage, only to get avoided by the person I want to meet the most.

I felt so so so stupid, okay? Jiyong ever asked me why I was so attached to him. I thought that time he was only joking. But now I somehow know that he was serious. I couldn’t imagine how much burden he felt when I was sticking to him like annoying gum when we w