Yessss, double update for tonight! so, before reading this epilogue, please read chapter 15 (Last Wishes) or you'll get confused with this.

The first time I saw Seulgi after that day where she left was in the spring, two years after. I met her in Seunghoon hyung's wedding party. I thought, she wouldn't even greet me but she greeted me first. Of course, I was shocked and was about to burst out in tears.

I missed her so much and seeing her after two years long, was enough to let my entire soul rest in peace. Two years without her was bad, the first year was really tough, to the point that maybe I couldn't be healed. To say that I was healed right now was understatement, I wasn't completely healed and there still was a part of me who wanted her, there still was a part of me who couldn't stop for hoping.

The moment when I first saw her was the moment when I thought, maybe what I'd been hoping for would be coming true.

I love her, but it didn't make me want to get her back. To get her back was a complete different story. I was happy even just finally be friended with her again.

Slowly and surely, our friendship had recovered very well. That was the moment where I found her finally had a boyfriend, a man that truly she deserved instead of me.

To know that she finally able to give her heart for someone else, and to have someone that finally could cherish and made her happy, a part of me in which also her best friend was feeling happy for her. But, the other part of me, that was still loving her was barely managed to accept that my love for her was still as much as I used to.

Though it sounded ironic, it was her love that saved me to the point I could manage to stay with her even as her best friend.

Losing her once was enough to put me in loop of hell and I didn't want to feel that way anymore.

When everybody doubted me to stay, I miraculously could stay by her side. Being friend again with her was enough to make me happy. It was enough, more than anything I could asked for.

Spring, three years after that day, Seulgi visited me with a swollen eyes. She went through a nasty breakup after her man cheated on her. I was so mad to the point that I could break somebody's bones to pieces, I just couldn't believe someone whom I trusted was breaking someone as good and pure as Seulgi.

I couldn't help but cry along with her. At that time I felt very useless because I can't protect her from the another heartbreak which drained her mentally.

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