Chapter 9

~ Tiffany's POV ~

It's been awhile that Jessica and Taeyeon left. I wonder what they are doing. Me and Sunny decided to look for Taeyeon and Jessica because they were taking so long. We knocked on the door but no one responded. We then realized the door was already open so we walked in. I first and Sunny behind me. I suddeny froze when I saw what was happening. Tears started to run down my face and I didn't even notice. the girls suddenly entered with wide eyes open and everyone gasped with the sight. 

'' Jessie.. '' I said with tears running down my face

'' Tiff.. '' she stuttered she pushed Taeyeon off and walked up to me and grabbed my hands with hers. '' It's not what you think it looks like ''.

I pushed my hands away from her and took a step back. I just couldn't believe what I just saw and It seemed like I lost my tongue.

'' Then what does it look like Jessica. '' Sunny said annoyed

'' It meant nothing Tiff I swear. '' Jessica said 

'' For me it did '' Taeyeon said and stood beside Jessica.

Jessica turned her head to Taeyeon '' Sorry Taeyeon. I.. I'm sorry I like you alot but I love Tiffany. '' she said and looked back at me. '' Jinja, I only love you Tiff. believe me. '' 

'' I understand I knew you don't love me.  '' Taeyeon said and walked out of the room. '' Tiff, I'll go after Tae ok. '' Sunny assured and  quickily ran after her. I nodded and look back at Jessica. The girls left because they knew we need privacy.

'' I'm so sorry Tiff. '' she said with tears running down her face. '' It wasn't suppose to happen I'm so sorry.  I .. '' 

I cut her off '' Don't ever talk to me again, leave!  '' I yelled and slapped her across the face. 

'' No, I'm not leaving you. '' she yelled back with tears running down her face and hold hte spot where she was slapped. 

'' Then I'll leave. ''  I wanted to hug her and comfort her. I hate it when she cries but she deserves it. She hurt me.. I turned around my back facing her and walked to the door. When I suddenly feel her arms wrapped around my waist.

'' I love you tiff.. pleas  don't leave me '' she sobbed

I turned around and faced her. Even when she cries she's beautiful too. Tiffany focus dammit don't forgive her this easily.

'' Jessica, I need time to think. It's for the best. You need it too '' I said and pulled her arms off me.I wiped my tears away. She kneeled infront of me and burst into tears. I turned around and walked out of the room.

I entered my room when I saw Taeyeon and Sunny there. Taeyeon was sleeping in Sunny's arms on the bed. I sat across of them.

'' Are you ok? '' Sunny asked with taeyeon still in her arms. 

'' I'll be ok. How about her. '' I said and pointed at Taeyeon

'' She'll be fine. '' Sunny said with a weak smile.

'' Because she has you and she doesn't even notice it. '' I said and look at Sunny.

Sunny sighed '' She will one day '' she said

'' Well I'm going to sleep. Goodnight '' I layed on my bed and slid under the covers.

'' Goodnight '' she said

I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

~ No One's POV ~

It's been a few days after the incident. All the girls decided to just not talk about what happend untill they get back home. They wanted to enjoy their vacation as much as possible. Jessica tried to pursue Tiffany but she was still ignoring and avoiding Jessica. Taeyeon and Jessica talked it out for real now and stayed friends. The girls were now in the lobby chatting about what to do today. They decided they should go to the beach to relax since they needed it.

'' I'm not going. '' Jessica said and all the girls look confused at her.

'' Sica-unnie, pleas come with us. '' Yoona pouted and fake sobbed.

'' I don't feel like going. '' she said coldly.

'' You never wanna go somewhere with us, do you hate us Sica '' hyoyeon yelled and pouted.

''YAH! Keep it down hyo. If she don't want to come for her. Let's go. '' Tiffany said and walked to the van.

'' You don't want me to come anyways '' she mumbled

'' Jessica you don't mind us going right. '' taeyeon asked and grabbed her hands. 

'' No don't want to ruin it for you guys, just go '' she said and faked a smile. '' Have fun '' she waved to the girls and walked back to the room.

'' Araso. Let's gooooo! '' Hyoyeon said and jumped up from her seat. All the girls chuckled at the dancing queens dorkiness and they walked to the van on their way to the beach.

5 pm

Jessica was in the room looking through the channels watching tv.

'' Aish, nothing on tv. what am I going to do '' She walked over to the kitchen and looked if their was anything to drink or eat. '' Shikshins, eat everything again. '' she said on the couch and think off what to do. After a while of thinking she decided to go for a walk. While she was strolling through LA she noticed a bar with huge neon lights. She walked in and ordered a drink. 

~ Jessica's POV ~

After a drink or two I felt a little dizzy. Not to the point that I was drunk just a bit buzzed. I walked to one of the leather couches while people around me were dancing and making out. 

'' You seem lonely ''  a girl with brown eyes whispered in my ears.

I was a bit startled and turned to her '' I am '' I weakly smiled. I recognized her from somewhere but I couldn't really remember.

'' Want me to hang with you here, so you would feel less lonely Jessica-shii  '' she said smiling 

'' sure '' I said and turned my face back to the front. '' Wait, how do you know my name '' I frowned and turned back to her. 

'' Oh wait let me introduce myself first '' she giggled '' I'm goo Hara from Kara '' 

'' Ah.. Kara. What brings you here '' I asked

'' Vacation with Nicole. What brings you here '' she asked back

'' Vacation with members '' 

'' Why are you alone then '' she asked confused

'' They went to the beach and I didn't feel like going '' 

'' You're weird because the beach here is totally awesome, you should go with me then '' she said and smile ear to ear

'' maybe I should '' 

'' I.. mean if you want to '' she stuttered and blushed

'' I'd like to hara-shii '' 

'' Just call me Hara, Jessica-shii ''

'' Just call me Jessica or Sica or Jessie. most people call me that. ''

'' Ok, anyway it's getting late. '' she said

I grabbed my phone and saw it was almost 1 am. I had over 23 missed calls and 56 text msg from the girls and manager-oppa '' Oh yea '' I ignored it and put my phone back to her pocket. '' I should go back '' I smiled and stood up.

'' What hotel are you staying '' she asked

'' Goddes Hotel, how about you ''

'' Angel hotel. It's right across of yours let's walk together '' she said and stood aside off me.

'' Ok, let's go '' 

We were walking but we didn't really talk. I was deep in thought about everything when suddenly hara spoke.

'' Are you ok, you seem to space out alot.'' she asked

'' It's a thing I do alot, get used to it '' I said

'' Does that mean we'll see each other more often ''

'' Yea.. I mean if you want to. You're fun to be with '' I said

'' I am right. '' she chuckled and praised herself. I slapped her on her arms and she pouted.

After a while of walking we finally arrived infront of my hotel. I suggested she should go back to hers but he insisted to walk with me inside. We were laughing and talking about things when I saw the girls suddenly appear infront of me.

'' Sica-unnie where were you! '' yoona yelled and hugged me tight.

'' I was just walking around yoona, calm down. '' I said and hugged her back

'' We were looking for you everywhere '' Yuri scolded

'' I'm here now. '' i said coldy

'' We called and texted you did you see, unnie '' Seohyun asked

I grabbed my phone and looked at my screen again. I knew they called and texted but I just didn't feel like answering so I lied.

'' Sound was off. ''

'' Next time put it on then '' Tiffany said coldly. I glanced at her our eyes meeting and I saw her eyes with worry. Is she worried, does she still care about me. I smiled a little at her but she quickily looked away. 

'' I will next time. '' I assured them

'' Hey, aren't you Goo hara from Kara '' Hyoyeon asked

Oh I totally forgot I was with her.

'' Yea I am. Nice to meet you all but I really need to go back now. I'll see you around Sica.  '' She turned to me and smiled.

'' See you around Hara '' I smiled 

'' Oh I need your phone number first though. '' I nodded and give her my phone. She put her phone number in it and gave my phone back. 

'' Call me ok. '' she said and hugged me

I hugged her back and nodded. She waved to the girls and went out off the hotel. I turned back to the girls. I know the are going to scold me about.

'' I'm sorry for not answering but I'm not in the mood to argue about it right now. '' I said coldly and went to my room.

'' Unnie wait for us. '' Yoona said with Seo walking behind her.

~ Tiffany's POV ~

We all went back to our rooms after Jessica came back. Tbh I was so worried but I can't let her see that. She don't deserve to see that. Sitting on my bed thinking about her made me realize does he even think about me when I am all the time. I couldn't he;p these thoughts just going through my mind. What was she even doing out so late and why was she with Hara. Why did they hug and why did they exchange numbers. This girl Jessica Jung who I love but hate at the same time. My thoughts suddenly were interrupted when I heard someone knocking on the door. I walked to the door opened it and froze in the spot. I quickly regained myself when I realized I froze.

'' We need to talk tiff now. '' Jessica said and walked in the room. I sighed and closed the door. She leaned against the wall and looked at me. '' I miss you Tiff. '' she said

I miss you to Jessie. 

'' I miss your lips, your warmth, your eyesmile just everything what involves you. '' she said

I looked back at her and saw tears were about to fall out off her eyes. 

'' I... I.. '' she stopped me from talking and took my hand.

'' Just give me another chance, Tiff '' she said

I tried to`ignore my feelings for her and everything about her but I can't. I couldn't help but be awed by her. I couldn't help but pull her to me I just wanted to kiss her.

~ Jessica's POV ~

I was suprised that she kissed me. When she left my lips our eyes met. '' Ok '' she said.

I leaned back for another kiss and smiled. I nibbled on her lower lip asking for entrance and she gladly accepted. I slid my arms around her waist and pulled her closer to me. When we were both looking for air our eyes me again. The smile on her face was beautiful and I couldn't help but to smile back. 

'' I love you '' I blurted out

She blushed and I really meant it. I grabbed her hand and pulled her to the couch. Kissing her lips while doing that. We reached the couch and I pushed her on it. I layed on top of her and kept kissing her. I trailed kisses down her neck and I could hear her giggle. 

'' Jessie st..op'' she said giggly

'' Araso '' I pouted and looked back at her and pecked her lips before getting off her.

'' Baby, I'm just not ready yet. '' she said and grabbed my hand

'' I know, let's take things slow. ''

'' Yea, anyway it's time to sleep. '' she stood up '' Sleep with me '' 

I smirked and put my arms around her waist. '' Aish byuntae just sleep '' she said and we walked in her room.

I saw Sunny and Taeyeon sleeping in each others arms and I smiled. They look cute and I chuckled. Tiffany pulled me on the bed and I layed next to her with here back facing me. I put my arm around her waist and pulled her closer. I missed her warmth.

'' Goodnight Jessie '' she said

'' Goodnight baby '' I said and kissed her on the forehead.

After awhile we both fell asleep with a smile in each others arm.