As soon as we get off from the train, Ryohei brought me to a food stall that sell the best fishcake he ever taste. It’s true that the fishcake taste so good, I chew it while closing my eyes. Enjoy the savory taste and the sweetness of the sauce. I open my eyes to caught him gazing at me. I look at him back. Somehow my heart beats so fast that I can feel all the blood running to my face. But suddenly, his phone rang and we break the eyes contact while he pick up his phone.

“Moshi moshi Dante-san. Doua no?” He speak in Japanese and I continue eating my fishcake while hearing his conversation although I didn’t really understand.  I look at him only to be amazed by how handsome he looks while being serious. “Wakatta. Hontou ni daijobou. Ja ne.” He hang up the phone and continue eating with me.

“Who’s that?” I ask since I’m a bit curious because he seems a bit uncomfortable after that. He just smiled a bit and mumbling ‘my boss’.

But then, a phone ringing again. This time it’s mine. I look at the caller id and it’s written ‘Chang Joo Oppa’. I sigh and think for a while before picking it up. Before I could even say hello, he yelled already.

“Song Ji Hyo!! Where have you been all day long?? It’s already 8 pm and I didn’t heard any news from you today!.” I put the phone a bit far away since its hurting my ears to hear his voice. Somehow I can see that Ryohei also a bit shocked.

I put the phone close to my ears again. “Mianhae oppa. I just need time to relax. I’ll go home soon.”

“Yahh!!! You better do! Kim Jong Kook has been admitted to the hospital!!”

I was stunned. I couldn’t move or speak.’Hospital?’ I hung up and quickly run out from the food stall. While I was running, suddenly my hand has been grabbed. “Where are you going?”

I bow my head and mumbling sorry. “Mianhae Ryohei Kun! I gotta go now. Thanks for the fun today!” I turn back and run again.

“Cheon Seong Im!”. I stop my step and slowly turn back. Looking at Ryohei who have an unread expression. “Do you think… Can we met again one day?.”

I smiled and nod. “Dangyunhaji!” I raise my hand and point my fingers at him. “If you didn’t look for me, then I’ll be the one who will looking for you!  I swear for all the fun we had today! We will meet again someday!.” I put back my hand and smile wider. And I can see his smiley eyes curved deeper and his mouth form a smile that showing his adorable teeth. He wave me goodbye and I turn around to continue running again. To hospital.

“Ano onna… Sugoi ne… (That woman… She’s amazing…)” Ryohei muttered to himself while turn around and walk away with a smile. Walking the opposite way with Ji Hyo who running faster.

While running I can’t stop thinking the cause of Jong Kook oppa will be admitted to the hospital. I mean he has been so strong all this time except for his back and leg injury. But I wasn’t aware of what waiting for me at the hospital.

*Jong Kook’s VIP ward room*

He was asleep but sometimes he smiled because of the dream he had.

*Jong Kook’s dream*

It was their first met ever on Family Outing and he was amused by how adorable she looks when she get out from the van. He don’t know why but he can’t keep his eyes off her. He was so happy when Jae Suk put him in the same team that he can’t hide his smile and everyone notice it. Ji Hyo might look fragile but everybody was astonished by how strong she is when she was fighting with Lee Hyori . He was sure that Ji Hyo say ‘I love you’ to him while he was picking the vegetables but afraid to ask since he might embarrass himself. And not to mention how cute her dance that night.

But then his dream change into a figure of Ji Hyo laying under him. Enjoying the kiss and touch from him as they were cuddling lovely with each other. As he bent down to kiss her deeper in the dream, he can feel that she’s hugging him. But as soon as he back away, it was Eun Hye who laying under him this time.

“Oppa… You love me right? Only me. You just adore her after you met me.” Eun Hye touch his side face and cares his cheek. “I am your first love. You can’t be with her. She have Gary remember?” Jong Kook look at her and nod as if he was hypnotized in his own dream. As Eun Hye pull him into another kiss, Jong Kook close his eyes that already full of tears.

‘Eun Hye might be my first love. But then I realize it, the moment I accept Ji Hyo into my life few years ago. She’s not just a sister in my heart. I don’t know how, I don’t know when…’

After the kiss Jong Kook back away again and it was Ji Hyo again who laying under him. “I don’t know how, I don’t know when…” She muttered the word that Jong Kook was thinking before smiled and pull Jong Kook who’s also smiling. As their lips almost touch, they mumble together “But it is you who I want, and it is you who I love the most.” There’s no more gap between the lips.

*End of the dream*

“Oppa… Oppa…. Wake up!” Eun Hye’s voice reach into the dream that he wish will never end.

He look at her and he realize that his cheeks is wet. ‘I’m crying for real?’

“Wae yo oppa? You cry in your sleep. By the way, you need to take care of yourself arasso? I don’t want you to get sick on our engagement party next week.” Eun Hye look worried while wiping the tears from his cheek. He hold her hands and look at her eyes.

“Eun Hye yah… Why you come back to oppa?” She looks at him with a puzzled look. But then she smiled and climbs up onto his bed to sleep by his side.

“Because you’re my only Han Namja. Not as a love line in show, but a true love in real life. Oppa… I wouldn’t make you wait for me for another 10 years. But I will always be by your side for another rest of my life.” Jong Kook felt guilty deep inside his heart. He kiss her head and hug her back. He used to fall in love with her. So where did all the love go. Where did he give all the love to her before?

Song Ji Hyo could only cry behind the door while peeking at the small window looking at the couple who lay on the bed. She close her eyes and shake her head while her body pull her down to fall on the floor. She hold her chest hard while grabbing her hair.

‘Appo… Why??... She take Ji Hoon oppa from me, and now Jong Kook oppa?’ Those words only played in her mind while her tears won’t stop coming out. She wake up and not peeking back into the window anymore. She walk away at the same time as Jong Kook kiss Eun Hye in there. She walk slowly to the hospital entrance and sit at bench that used for people to wait. She take out her phone and message her manager to pick her up.

“Yahh!! Ji Hyo yah? Have you visit Kook Jong already? How is he?” Suddenly Jae Suk and other RM members already there and greet her by asking about Jong Kook.

“Omo. Noona. Why are you crying?” Kwang Soo who notice her tears bluntly ask and Ji Hyo quickly wipe her tears.

“Aani yah. It’s just I’m practicing my new drama. And I haven’t visit him yet. I’ve got something to do and I’m waiting for Chang Joo oppa to pick me