I was staring at the poster of my movie with Ryohei inside the Horipro Company. I don’t know why time flies so fast that I barely remember anything. Today supposed to be our roadshow at Japan to promote our movie. But then, it would be just me alone without Ryohei. I am remembering the plot of the movie ‘Memories of A Lavender’. I fall for a poor mute boy. He died. I become mentally depressed and trying to suicide.

All the things that happen in the movie currently happening for real now.  Except that I didn’t suicide and Ryohei isn’t mute. Knowing that he is Jong Kook oppa’s twin make me fall into the deep slumber. I’m currently falling in love with those brother and I felt so wrong. Suddenly someone wore something on my neck and I quickly turn around.

“Oppa…” It was Jong Kook oppa who put the necklace on me.

“He’s fading in the poster isn’t he?” He was talking about my poster with Ryohei.

“Nneh… I didn’t expect he would fade for real.” I look at my watch and its still 3 hours left before my flight for Japan. I still need to promote our movie.

“You can cry if you want you know?” His words make me stunned. It’s true that I felt like crying but I know that would make Jong Kook oppa hurt too.

“Gwenchana… Thanks for this necklace oppa.” I told him while playing with it. It’s beautiful and somehow it’s a bit similar to the brooch that Eun Hye gave to me before.

“I was planning to give it on your birthday. But you come with Ryohei and it’s my engagement day. Wrong timing I guess.” He smiled while looking through the building. Probably impress by the architecture just like I was the first time.

“Why are you here oppa?”

“I need to meet Dante Inaba-shi. Gonna talk about Ryohei’s property and stuff since Ryohei already left a will and I need to settle it.”

“Oppa. Don’t you feel mad at him?” I ask him a tricky question since I actually need to know about his real feelings.

Jong Kook sigh a bit and close his eyes while smiling.

“I was ing rage at him. But still… Nothing I can do.” He look at me while smiling. “He’s a nice person Ji Hyo yah. I’m glad that he’s my brother even it was too late when I know it.”

I just nod while thinking.

“I think he know it long ago that you’re his twin.”

“And what make you think that?”

“Remember when Gary beating him up before? He accuse Ryohei me.”

Jong Kook flinch a bit and nod. “It was me who trying to you.”

“Kure… And Ryohei admit that he’s the one who try to me… He protect you and never mention your name in front them.”

“Yeah… And I drag him away and give you this necklace.”

“And remember that time when he drag me forcefully to RM set before?” I can see that his brow is frowning a bit before he answer me.

“You sleep with him on a film set that night.” I was shocked. He know?

“H-how did you know?” He look at me again. Still with a smile on his face.

“I follow you guys after Ryohei say that he have to go back to Japan before you kiss him.” I just nod and look down.

Remembering the night when I was making love with Ryohei, I don’t know why my heart ache so much right now and I can’t get rid of his image in my mind.

“He said that he’s feeling guilty to you. He almost reject me that night… But I convince him that he’s the one I love…”

Jong Kook turn away. Facing his back to me.

“Ji Hyo yah… Remember that time when both of you in front the rabbit cage at the shooting?”

I’m pretty sure Jong Kook wasn’t there. But how did he know? And then I remember he told me that he can connect with Ryohei through his heart.

“Seong Im no. Suki dakara.” My eyes turn wide. That was the words Ryohei told me before.

“It means, ‘Seong Im. I love you.’ That’s what Ryohei told me to told you.” I nod. Deep in me I’m actually feeling happy. Ryohei never told me once that he love me when he’s alive