Dear Kimmy,

You won't believe who ran into . When I finally settled into the condo, I decided to walk around to get rid of some of the jet lag. I have insomnia, you remember.   This place is massive. I'm writing to you, because this makes me feel closer to you. I wish I could talk to someone about the bottled up emotions but you'd be the only one to listen. I can't talk to my parents, they wouldn't understand. I no longer have you Kimmy. I miss you. I feel so lost. Everytime I miss you, I grab the necklace you gave me on my 6th birthday. The gold and green jade necklace that you had your uncle get for me on one of his trips to China. 

I'm getting off track. His hair was platinum blonde, I can't point it out, but there was something about the person I ran into as I walking to the fountain closer to the park. I just wanted to explore a bit. He wore a huge scarf that wrapped around half his face. His eyes seemed sad but he was focusing on the water. I didn't want to intrude but I was really curious about what he was looking at so I walking slowly up to where he was standing and stood at the side of him. My presence seemed to half snapped him out of his self induced trance.  

His brown eyes met mine and they seemed to have widened at mine. You remember my hazel eyes always caused quite a stir amongst our peers in school, well he stood a bit frozen which seemed to have freaked me out a bit. I snapped a few fingers in his face and we broke the eye contact. I could see the makings of blush on his milky white skin. He really had delicate features. 

I complimented his scarf and I remembered that I didn't grab mine so I shivered a bit as the cold seemed to have seeped through the thin layers of my coat. He gently removed his big scarf, which was made of blue wool and tugged it off. When he removed his scarf, I gaped as I saw another smaller scarf but it did nothing to hide his face. 

He wrapped the bigger scarf around my neck and grinned at my flustered face, I was probably blushing tomato red. 

Kimmy......it was Kim Heechul from SuperJunior.

I didn't want to scream, so I bit my lip so hard that I could still feel the copper taste of my blood. 

'Gomen.' I whispered to him. He smiled.

The peace I felt, ...we felt....was beautiful. 

Kimmy...I wish I could see him again.

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