Lonely
You are not weird,you are special:)*Chae-Young Point of view*
Sigh,it is monday again.How I hate school...
"I heard that Chae-Young father can speak to spirits and uses her as an offering to communicate with the dead!"
"That explains her dark aura.Omo I am so scared of her!Maybe she is not a human!"
I stared...and they hurried back to their seats. Yes this has become a regular routine ever since I was in kindergarden. My pale white skin made my classmates think that I was a ghost. My silky long black hair and dark gloomy eyes resulted in a pressumtion that I was working with the dark. But actually,I am just a normal girl. Only thing that was adnormal was that I didn't have friends. The fact that everyone started spreading nasty rumors about me,I chose another path. Not the path of acceptance but the path of loneliness. I felt so hurt and didn't feel like going to school. I would attempt silly excuses only to find myself being dragged to school.
So I engaged in unique hobbies to pass my time away. I sat alone in class during recess. This encouraged more rumors but I didn't care. I was sastified with being alone.
My name is Yoon Chae-Young,a sophomore in Seoul District 4 High School. My looks..well you can say they are really creepy but I couldn't be bothered. I love collecting bottles caps,pebbles and bread clips. No one knows but I love singing. It was the only way I could escape from reality. These beautiful songs created came from the heart and soul of many singers and producers for us to enjoy. I spend most of the time alone because I never had a friend in my whole entire life. Why is that so you may ask? For no particular reasons, my classmates shuns away from me,making it impossible for me to say hi.
This is my life and I will continue living it this way.
-CHAE-YOUNG DIARY-
(11-11-11)
Dear Diary,
Today, Ajuma passed me 5 bottle caps! I was so delighted. I heard people gossiping about me. They said that ajuma was my mother and that she gave birth to me in a rubbish-bin. I wondered why they are so mean to her. A lot of people confessed to their love ones today because they said that today was a special. Song Seung Hyun had a lot of confessions. He merely laugh and rejected them.Sigh,that is for being Mr popular. He is so heartless,breaking the heart of so many girls.
Well,they said if you wish for something on this special day, your wish will come true. Diary, I really wish that I will have a friend. Just one will do.
Love,Chae-Young
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