coz I was into She Was Pretty lately...

This chapter is dedicated to ifaielian

Close to you

Why do birds suddenly appear?
Everytime, you are near.

06.15.98

Dear L,

    Hello L! (okay, so I gave this diary a name now -,-) I've got so many things to do right now but I saw you on my desk and decided to write an entry for today. It is already quarter to eleven but I'm not sleepy and I still have classes tomorrow. Maybe because I was too busy thinking of him that's why I can't fall asleep.

    L, have you fallen in love (ohhhh god, I'm asking my inanimate diary if he fell in love already, ghaaaaa -,-) because I think I do. And I'm afraid that if I'll confess on him, he might reject me. L, what should I do? Answer me... Please. And keep this as a secret ^.~

    Okay, I'm sleepy so I'm going to bed. Good night L. Sweet dreams!

PS. Please think about the secret I told you tonight. Please. THANK YOU SO MUCH hahaha

Just like me...
They long to be close to you.

 
06.15.03

Dear L,

    I still can't bring myself to confess my feelings for him L. I can't even talk to him and what's worse is that I can't stand being with him because of nervousness.

    I love the way he smile because he looks like an angel. The look in his eyes that makes your legs jelly in a blink. Ughhhh, I'm losing my mind over him. It's been 5 years and I STILL love him. STILL still still still...

    L, how can I forget him?

PS. I don't want to forget him though.

Why do stars fall down from
the sky?
Everytime you walk b