cause I know I was gone for a long time

and I even made an angst drabble, ugh, I feel so bad

comments are welcomed guys!

Counting

(Angst)

10... 9... 8...

Not all heartbrokens are rejected.
Others simply don't let out their feelings because they wanted to stay friends.
Not saying what you truly feel will hurt you eventually...

7... 6...
I am Sungyeol and I am heartbroken.
Afraid that Myungsoo won't accept my feelings toward him.
Afraid to be rejected.

5...
5 seconds is all that takes me to cry.
Hidden from your sight as you dance with your love.
In the floor full of of couples.
In a room where I don't belong.
Behind the curtains, here I am...

4...
Reaching out for my coat, I quickly stepped out of this suffocating place.
But hey, my heart is already suffocated a long time ago.
Suffocated from me gripping it too hard everytime I am alone with you, Myungsoo.

3... 2...
I rode my car, without your permission, I left you.
It was raining hard and I guess, luck isn't with me.
I tried to swerve my car aside but it still caught me.

1...
Good bye Myungsoo.
Blood flowed out of my body and I can feel it already.
I didn't know that I would end up here.
I always dreamt of me growing old with you.
Of holding your hand till my last breath.

0...
" Confess to him, hyung. He can't wait forever, you know