Oxycontin, Cigarettes, and Sunflowers

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     Kyungsoo fell hard for him. He fell hard for his dorky smile, dumb laugh, and how he never called after graduation. 

Foreword

There isn’t a lot of things Kyungsoo likes to remember from his college years, but Kim Jongin is one of them. They were college roommates that hit it off their first year and roomed together ever since. To Jongin, Kyungsoo was a close friend that he liked to bang whenever he couldn’t find Sehun or some girl to feed his hunger. To Kyungsoo, however, Jongin was everything. He fell hard for his stupid laugh and stupid smile and stupid things he would say. He fell hard for the way he’d get so into the music be it at home in the kitchen or up on the stage dancing to Tchaikovsky or Adam. He still fell hard for Jongin when they graduated and never spoke again.

 
 
listen i'm so with descriptions but it's an angsty story with trigger warnings of addiction and abuse (so you know b4 reading) and i made it up from a snapchat story and a bunch of other angsty movies. if you've made it this far thanks 
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I took a break from writing because I had a three day weekend, but I'm working on a chapter now. Thanks for waiting!
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MochiiNadine #1
Chapter 19: you got me staying up late despite my headache reading this sad story.. but I'm so happy it's all over and thank you for this story, because it really ruined my insides... don't realy know how to describe how I feel but that's maybe because I want some more kaisoo sweet moments :') I loved it and hated it, so thank you for making me feel like that lol
Azcarl97 #2
Chapter 19: I was vouching for Kyungsoo to die in this story. Just to let Baekhyun and Jongin know how awful Kyungsoo has been living all this time
CrossingTheBoundary #3
Chapter 19: OH BOY RHAT WAS ABRUPT

but man i misses seeing this title come up in my notifs
_chanchan #4
Chapter 18: Chapter 18: in not even rooting for anyone or anything anymore lol I think all of them need to get their straight (well, besides baekhyun I guess) but all of this is like argh lol I don't know how to describe the feeling, I just want to like rewind back the time when Kyungsoo was genuinely more of his "reality self" so I can be like "stay away from these certain people so they won't hurt you in the future Soo" lol but I mean, I can't do that *sighs* maybe it would be better for him to go to France but at the same time he needs to realize if jongin loves him , but doesn't love him (woahhh confusinggg lolol) he should try to seek someone else to idk get his priorities and health straight and omg I feel like I'm talking to something that's actually happening in real life when it's just a fanfic xD sorry authornim haha
Aprilove #5
Chapter 17: Que KyungSoo regresara ha fue un gran paso, pero eso no significa que eso vaya ser todo para que Soo vuelva a ser el mismo, primero tiene que amarse el mismo, cerrar heridas, y que Baek y Jongin lo ayuden en esa búsqueda.
Gracias por actualizar >°°<
shrpgun #6
Chapter 17: ... ok then jongin
diaw25 #7
Chapter 17: Baekhyun and Jongin should have tried to understand where Kyungsoo was coming from. I mean he's obviously severely depressed so it's not gonna be easy for him, and making everything seem like his fault is not gonna help but cause him to be even more sad. so I see why he ran away for awhile cause he probably felt like it would be better for everyone if he was gone.
CrossingTheBoundary #8
Chapter 16: I LOVE THIS STORY SO MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND MAN
hearteuibsul #9
Chapter 16: baek and jongin should've understand kyungsoo better tho its not he's playing victim but i guess he wants to be assured that they do care about him..... well that is what i thought
Aprilove #10
Chapter 16: Estoy feliz por que Kris ayuda a KyungSoo en esta etapa tan difícil de su vida.
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