Journal Entry: January 5th, 2008

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It's been seven years. I always imagine that he might pop out in front of me magically one of these days,

just like how he popped out that day.

It's selfish to think this way, I know, but...

I want him back. I want him back so bad.

I never even got the chance to tell him I was sorry for anything I might've done wrong,

and moreso...

I never got the chance to tell him how I felt.

To tell him about how much he made my life better and worth living.

Anything good that has ever happened to me...

was because of him.

So I thank God for having him be the one that was there.

I thank God for the Panda that sat in the back, by the window.

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